Monday, May 14, 2007
SCREWED.
I've moved..
ask me for my link if u want
bye
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Blades of Glory is a good catch! go watch..
was laughing away so hard
..the night's dark for me..it's dark for everyone, moron..n I cut my hair! I look like a....like a..........shaggy dawg..Emo cut a straight fringe! I so wanna see! hehe..
Thursday, May 10, 2007
BRILLIANT FAMILY I HAVE! WOW!
my mom cooks dinner for everyone in the family except ME
shouts at ME when I buy her a present
sides with my brother when he gets my laptop infected with FIVE THOUSAND THREE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY THREE ITEMS..
......................
not his fault he says.."COS I ONLY VISITED TAT WEBBIE ONCE"
yes I so I got my own laptop into tis mess eh..
MY BROTHER..tat's wad my parents only cared about..never me
the brother who was so close to me..completely morphed into a monster when he hit sec 3..I really wonder wad happened to him..wonder wad happened to his temper
when he shouted at me just now..........................the hurt I felt was really...............
='(
why is life such a mess
wad happened to tis?
=(((((((((((((((((( I love my bro so much..why lidat?????
it's so hard to be human sometimes..
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-_- just kena tagged by Wanjun..
so here goes nothing..
"Tagged! This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.."
1. I like peace n quiet..I only like to hear a few ppl talk..meaning few close frens n my bf..I tink I must be very antisocial..though many ppl tell me I look otherwise..I get very annoyed when ppl who are not my close frens talk to me on msn..I hate ppl asking me wad am I doing..wad am I studying..small talk lidat..I just get v pissed off..I dun like to receive smses from "hi-bye" frens..I hate meaningless small talk..n no I dun mean any of u dun tink too much!
PEACE&QUIET! I can sit at home by myself all day with a book n still be happy..
2. er.........all I ever wanted in life was..to have a nice family of my own..to make up for my own less than perfect home now..kua kua..shall wait n see
3. I am..very easily touched -_- I can cry up an entire box of tissue just reading a romance novel..cry in theatres..watching NKF show has me in tears..ok I know tis just made me sound like an idiot..I feel sad seeing animals in pain..I feel upset when I see handicapped/less fortunate ppl..even sweet stuff like watching romantic moments moves me..ok u all can duh me all u want right now.. =/ I realise I'm entirely too emotional n I feel too deeply but oh well..serious la..I feel a lot for everything..even my pets..are not just pets..@@ they are my frens!
WAD TO DO? siao one ma..
4. I feel very vulnerable actually..like 80% of the time..but I hate to show weakness..very often..although I am dying to ask someone a question..I will just keep it inside becos I dowan ppl to know tat I am bothered by it..cos I dun like others to know how much they mean to me cos I'm afraid of getting hurt..I dun even like to ask anyone "WHERE ARE U" Wanjun tells me I'm mad all the time becos of tis..hehe =PpP even if I'm very upset I can still rearrange my face to show a very calm expression as if everything's groovy..until everything snowballs into a bigger problem..eeeeek
sounds stupid right -_-" I tink my bf experienced tis many times b4..oops! sorreh Mr Koh
5. I used to be afraid tat I was gonna be single forever..AHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA..
sorry la..I used to be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ugly..luckily got improvement la@@
6. I have a weakness for beautiful smiles (:
right now only one gorgeous smile works for me XD
n I ar..tag............
Shu Xian =P
Shalyn
Jun Liang whaha..
Lee Ling
L.W.L.F though u haven't given me ur link u ***bandit
n I really can't tink of the last..sorrehhhhhhhhh
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
was looking at pictures..n was overcome by a wave of emo-ness again! wah sometimes I feel like smacking myself!
hehe HELLO FRENS..I love u all XD
I miss poly days! ahhhhh
<3<3<3
sam where are u!
Monday, May 07, 2007
helluva rollercoaster week tat has left me feeling like a wrung sponge..
work is..SUPER SUPER TIRING..no matter how much I slp..I feel exhausted..I feel tat I have no more life! work..slp..work..slp..I dun have time to do anything else! aiyeee.. =(
Spiderman 3 on Friday! so exciting..I loved loved loved loved the show..waited for it for so long lei! finally caught it..thank YOU for catching it with me though I tink u were tired n u dun really seem to enjoy such shows.
watched soccer on Sat! I love watching soccer..ahhhhh
n Sunday..was spent walking around Causeway Point..
I needa grab some stuff soon!
- wallet..mine spoiled! n I've been stuffing money randomly all over my bag..bad..
- bag..my bags also seem to be...........dying..
- perfume..need a new scent!
- mp3..my creative zen seems to be kinda cranky already..n I can't live without my mp3! dead meat..
- laptop..my lappie is................I'm SUPER SAD..been using it for 3 years already =(
HOW HOW HOW HOW??? I tink 6 months worth of pay also cannot get me wad I want la..OH NO..
but ultimately...................I dun need much also la...........I just need.........................................
*you
Thursday, May 03, 2007
ok la. I may not be freaking damn hot like Girl A or Girl B or god knows how many others BUT STILL..
tat made me really feel......................shattered..tis kinda of screwed up feeling..which I dun tink I've ever felt b4..
one minute I behave normally the other minute I'm not..I tink I'm fine..den the next moment my mood just sinks..
zz..
wads tis..emotional rollercoaster
humans shouldn't have been made to feel..
just when I thought I wasn't alone..I realised..I'm more alone than ever before
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
the pain & the anguish
the feeling of utter devastation
i'm sure I won't be forgetting tis feeling anytime soon
sometimes.................the mind knows wad to do but the heart tells u another thing -_-humans...pfft..if only..just let it be..even for a sweet fleeting second..just let me remember the reason why..PLEASE?make me believe again..tell me it's worthwhile