Thursday, November 30, 2006
I nv knew liberation feels so good..but suddenly too much freedom seems to be driving me crazy..haha..it's like..wow..n tt's how I ended up going to the hairdresser n getting flaming red highlights which my parents HATE..cut + treatment + highlights = $160 worth of damage..quite ok la actually..I remember going to REDS b4..$300+ just for rebonding..daylight robbery la..
n yay! some hw is completed..can shake leg a bit during the weekend.. =D
y isn't my cough getting any better???? n it's been a week since I lost my voice =(
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
oh noooooooooooooo!! suddenly there's so many things to do n so little time..
Ethical Dilemmas - 1500 word essay on animal rights due next Monday
WISP - presentation on WWII holocaust next Monday
Radiojourn - News bulletin on Thursday..
my voice lidat..even a toad will be ashamed to produce such a croak.. =( who wants to listen?!?!
Printjourn - the bane of my existence as usual..2 articles due tis week..plus the stupid food review which is stressing me *$*!#
Photojourn - due TMR..I haven't even cut the stupid mounting board..n I have no spraymount..wonderful zzz
MASINA - consulation tis Thursday..WHERE GOT TIME TO RESEARCH?!?!?!?!?!
tt's it..I can go fly a kite already..
Monday, November 27, 2006
ok I did it! I finally worked up enough courage to tell him tat our r/s should end..I did it quite heartlessly I tink..sigh..said some stuff..the entire truth la in fact..
no more lies (: I feel so good! I felt bad abt hurting him la..but..not heartless he won't give up ma..n I guess he understood tat I see no point in continuing..I mean..I gave it a lot of thought..a few months in fact..even told him wad I wasn't happy abt several times..but nth changed..n I really saw it going nowhere..lifestyle differences..diff beliefs..it's better tis way (: though he kept told me tat he would change n give me everything I want..but..nah..it's better not to be soft hearted..too many times already..if not it's just a repeat of episodes..my frens hear already also
sian..n though parting is nv easy..I mean..17 months la..n I
once loved him..it wasn't tat easy..but..u know wad they say..short term pain is better than holding out for eons..n I dun feel sad right now..in fact I feel relieved..like a whole burden off my chest..yayness..I'm back to the world of living!! I'm glad I managed to get it done anyway..afterall..it will be better for him in the long run..I guess we weren't meant for each other..but I say he's a good person la..n he was nice to me in his own way..
thanks for the 17 months tat we once shared..I hope u'll find ur happily ever after..god bless n goodbye Eugenen if u do happen to spot us together in school..there are no romantic feelings wadsoever
on my part..we are really over..tis time I'm for real..
cliched but every end is the
start of a new beginning (: I am happy!
Sunday, November 26, 2006
#*@! S Club 7 is not a good choice when u're feeling emo..I realised too late
I feel vulnerable at tis moment..wad's going to happen?
I must be having insomnia!!! I only clocked 6 hours of sleep in 2 days..can't seem to fall aslp @_@
I feel bad..zzzzz..I have so many things to tell
him..but I dunno where to start..bahhhhh..y are such things so hard to say???????? but I have decided..I will do it within the next 3 days..cos I'm feel like I'm gonna burst soon keeping everything inside me..but phwoar!! I hate scenes..n I'm tinking tis is gonna be one big mess..I WANT OUTTTTTTTT....HELP ME LEIIIIIIIIIII SOMEONE =(
I guess it's my own fault for being too soft hearted tat's y I dragged things on till today..but den again..we were fine until u started being so domineering..I can't take it anymore!! I'm going crazy..still got so many factors to tink abt..mainly MY SCHOOLWORK..cos I know hes not mature enough to accept a breakup..n since I'm doing so many projects with him..I'll be so screwed up la..Radiojourn news bulletin with him all the way till week 14..my Photojourn negatives are still with him..Masina with him..DIE LA..maybe I should just keep quiet abt it till end of sem..BUT HOW? sucky feeling lei..to continue staying with someone u dun wanna be with anymore..n lying abt it..zzzzz..goes against wad I believe..like letting myself down..HOLY HELL..
y are relationships so complicated? =( I don't even ask for much..gahs
n I like
you..but I'm scared..n I hate being a burden to anyone..n wad if I'm just too sucky to make u happy?
;dilemma
Saturday, November 25, 2006
I tink my mom just force fed me poison..wadever she just made me eat gave me a FUGE stomachache..some dunno wat..mini apple??????? it looks like apple but the skin is
BROWN..URGH!!
n I went to bed after yakking with WJ on the phone for quite sometime..till 5.30 n I couldn't sleep! woke up at 8..zzzz..so now I'm attempting to do some of my hw..so stupid la..when I was lying down I felt so doggone awake..n now tat I'm actually trying to do smth..I feel my eyelids closing..OH NO!! n I have lots of things to do today @_@
n I tink I shouldn't meet Darrell on Wed..bah..I'll probably cancel..ok random..but yeah he's some guy tat I knew during my JC times..we almost got together -_- but shitloads of stuff happened! he had a gf n I had a bf at tat time..I was willing to leave my bf for him la..he said he liked me but he didn't mention getting together with me la..always "Yvonne tis n Yvonne tat".."Yvonne called me on the phone n cried"..ZZZ..I cried also la!! just tat I nv say ma..BLEAH..wah the feeling SUCKED!!!! must share guy..wad the hell haha..den he n my bf fought n we all got into hot soup with the principal..can't name in case I get sued for libel..lol..den he said tat actually he wanted to leave his gf already..blah blah blah..aiya..but I waited a few months lei!! somemore she was my senior from sec sch.. >.< oh shit..the nonsense I used to indulge in back then..NVM I was young n STUPID back then =PpP n I avoided him for years la..dunno if I should meet him or not lei..I'd like to have him back as a fren..but after all the nonsense tat happened I wonder if it's a smart move..gah..luckily I'm so over him =D
clubbing last night was fun! but man..I really don't like alcoholic drinks..taste weird! I can feel my stomach burn the moment I take a sip..haha..I'm lousy I have to say =PpP but wad to do! must get high (: whee!! Keith..thanks for sending me home..I tink I'm addicted to clubbing lei..been there so many times tis month..but nvm..I LIKE..!!
WJ let's go together!!!!!!!!!! join forces n drag Sam along with us..let's drug her first..heh..
loveeeee u ppl =D kbox tis Fri!! I can't wait!! suddenly my life seems so happening..lol
Friday, November 24, 2006
5 mins ago..I just came to a not so surprising conclusion -_- some guys are mothereffing lame..ZZZZZZ..I feel so pissed off now..
one of them is the boyfriend..sigh..he's upset with me cos I said I can't stay over at his place tmr..but in the first place..I already told him tat I might not be able to stay every week since school has started la..zzzz..n for the past few weeks I stayed with him la!! tis one week only n he gets all grumpy..BAH..n I told him I have HOMEWORK to do..which is seriously a dogpile la..n he tinks it's not much..NOT MUCH??? I've been slogging away like some animal la..GRRRRRRR..so not understanding =( WHY are some ppl like tat????
n another idiot..ARGH..I just hate it..obviously has things to tell me..BUT..he enjoys doing it via MSN PERSONAL MSG..ZZZZZZZ..wad a wuss..WUSS WUSS WUSS!!! dun u just hate ppl like tat????
boo hoo.. =( faster come make me happy!!!!
WAD THE HELL!!!! why are none of my gfs online!!! no Sam no WJ no Emo no Mabs.. o.O NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....................................
Thursday, November 23, 2006
look! kena SABO-ed by lynnie again..lol..
I AM: in a bloody holiday mood..need CLUBBING!!! all wj's fault..
I WANT: to watch Happy Feet!
I WISH: that my heart will stop playing tricks with me =(
I HATE: bgr tangles..rahhhhhhhhhhhh
I MISS: my frens..especially those jc mates tat I haven't seen in eons..
I FEAR: failing Print Journ -_- .
I HEAR: Do Something by Britney (: newly redeemed in my eyes!! <3 .
I WONDER: can I skip school tmr?
I REGRET: being in a r/s..BOGGED DOWN!!! ahhhhhhh..
I AM NOT: a wuss =P.
I DANCE: starting to become an weekly affair -_- .
I SING: when I feel a sudden burst of happiness..haha..psychotic
I CRY: when my period is coming.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: fierce..aha
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: harhhhhh..can't tink of anything now =X
I WRITE: slave to Print Journ =(
I CONFUSE: myself on a regular basis -_- .
I NEED: PINK HAIR (: .
I SHOULD: get more sleep.
I START: feeling sleepy.
I FINISH: nothing
I LOVE: my lovely ladies =D
I REMEMBER: when my lil puppies were born (: 14 Feb 02 best vday gift ever!
I TAG: Samapi, June, Emota, Lee Ling if u ever read tis, n Mabs who probably won't do tis lol.
MOS last week was FUN FUN FUN!! though Mabs got sick halfway thru n had to leave earlier =( my ass got grabbed a grand total of 5 times -_- zzzzzz..n some horny FAT guy was practically trying to hump me..EEEEEEW!! but wj n I danced with tis nice guy n his cousin..but hey..I didn't like tequila much..n I didn't get high..I really wonder why..
needa go club again!
watched The Tenacious in Pick of Destiny..smth lidat la..title too hard to rem..nice show..I laughed like a maniac..Jack Black's movies are always so funny..aha..had ramen for dinner..cheap lei..can't remember the name of the place though..n I can't believe it..I didn't buy anything tis time from town n last week either..has to be some record la.. =D I had a great time today..thanks dude! (:
Thursday, November 16, 2006
PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE..ignore the stupiddddddd msg at the RHS of the blog.._#$^_#$^##$#$&^%*$!!!! lol..tis is just a template off blogskin..I didn't make it! n I'm certainly not thick skinned enough to say smth lidat =.= *faints..
MOS tmr..YAYNESS (:
blogger is so irritating..it loads like a snail..
the days seem to pass by so quickly tis week!
let's see..
met Sam on Monday..Leeling was too tired so she went home.. =( must drag her out again..Sam was so sweet..she followed me to Adelphi to get my camera repaired..we went to Marina Square after tat..Fin's! yay..I love the fish n chips..the sauce is godlike..n the food is cheap there..after tat she decided to treat me to a movie since she had free passes..we went down to Orchard n bought tix..met June n her Dudu at 7.20 for the movie..there was some gigantic mix-up..we wanted to watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre but the lady didn't tell us it was R21..but she printed the wrong tix..n we didn't realise it.. -_- ended up in "Flushed Away"..we didn't wanna watch some toilet show so we changed tix..watched "Crank" instead..actually it was quite funny lei I tink..though I didn't tink Sam liked it much..but thanks anyway dearie! lotsa love (:
Tuesday was nightmarish as usual..with Print Journ..I always dread tis class..so much work to do! writing article after article..when will it end =.= goodness..had some MINDEF seminar..which turned out to be a nice sleeping session for me..whoohoo..Photojourn after tat..since there was a problem with my camera shutter..my shots turned out to be overexposed..zzz..I gotta redo another roll of film for next week..ARGH!! n the MINDEF thing screwed our timetable up..so I finished class at
11.30pm instead of
10 freaking pm..was so effing tired after tat..
Wednesday was fun! NO SCHOOL..lecture cancelled..so happy..finished writing an article before hitting town..I was late..haha..got my mp3 player g-masked..$38..but the guy didn't really do it properly..he didn't seem to understand much of wad I was saying I tink..but oh well..I'm glad my mp3 is covered with SOMETHING nonetheless..had dinner..ate so much..n I took such a long time..SORRY DUDE! had ice cream at Swensen's after tat..whoo..yummy..
n now I'm typing tis waiting for my nails to dry..die..it's now 2.05..I have some assessed tutorial tmr..why am I not sleeping???????
>.< bye folks..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
decided to shift to a new blog cos the other one was kinda hard to read la..I'm not done but there's dota waiting for me!! I'll be back soon (: