Sunday, November 26, 2006
I must be having insomnia!!! I only clocked 6 hours of sleep in 2 days..can't seem to fall aslp @_@
I feel bad..zzzzz..I have so many things to tell
him..but I dunno where to start..bahhhhh..y are such things so hard to say???????? but I have decided..I will do it within the next 3 days..cos I'm feel like I'm gonna burst soon keeping everything inside me..but phwoar!! I hate scenes..n I'm tinking tis is gonna be one big mess..I WANT OUTTTTTTTT....HELP ME LEIIIIIIIIIII SOMEONE =(
I guess it's my own fault for being too soft hearted tat's y I dragged things on till today..but den again..we were fine until u started being so domineering..I can't take it anymore!! I'm going crazy..still got so many factors to tink abt..mainly MY SCHOOLWORK..cos I know hes not mature enough to accept a breakup..n since I'm doing so many projects with him..I'll be so screwed up la..Radiojourn news bulletin with him all the way till week 14..my Photojourn negatives are still with him..Masina with him..DIE LA..maybe I should just keep quiet abt it till end of sem..BUT HOW? sucky feeling lei..to continue staying with someone u dun wanna be with anymore..n lying abt it..zzzzz..goes against wad I believe..like letting myself down..HOLY HELL..
y are relationships so complicated? =( I don't even ask for much..gahs
n I like
you..but I'm scared..n I hate being a burden to anyone..n wad if I'm just too sucky to make u happy?
;dilemma