I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

//The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight_______*

Monday, November 27, 2006

ok I did it! I finally worked up enough courage to tell him tat our r/s should end..I did it quite heartlessly I tink..sigh..said some stuff..the entire truth la in fact..no more lies (: I feel so good! I felt bad abt hurting him la..but..not heartless he won't give up ma..n I guess he understood tat I see no point in continuing..I mean..I gave it a lot of thought..a few months in fact..even told him wad I wasn't happy abt several times..but nth changed..n I really saw it going nowhere..lifestyle differences..diff beliefs..it's better tis way (: though he kept told me tat he would change n give me everything I want..but..nah..it's better not to be soft hearted..too many times already..if not it's just a repeat of episodes..my frens hear already also sian..n though parting is nv easy..I mean..17 months la..n I once loved him..it wasn't tat easy..but..u know wad they say..short term pain is better than holding out for eons..n I dun feel sad right now..in fact I feel relieved..like a whole burden off my chest..yayness..I'm back to the world of living!! I'm glad I managed to get it done anyway..afterall..it will be better for him in the long run..I guess we weren't meant for each other..but I say he's a good person la..n he was nice to me in his own way..

thanks for the 17 months tat we once shared..I hope u'll find ur happily ever after..god bless n goodbye Eugene

n if u do happen to spot us together in school..there are no romantic feelings wadsoever on my part..we are really over..tis time I'm for real..

cliched but every end is the start of a new beginning (: I am happy!