Sunday, December 31, 2006
against my better judgement n common sense..I attended a family chalet yesterday..which promptly served as a great reminder as to why I've religiously avoided going to such family events for so long..
some of my relatives are really great..like..a few of my cousins are really fantastic..n some of my aunts are really nice ppl..kind hearted..harmless..but my 4th aunt is one hell of a bitch..
while I was chatting with my cousin..she unceremoniously dragged me aside to the 2nd floor n happily INFORMED me tat I was going to be her emcee for some freaking event..I mean..wad..do u tink I'm still the same small kid tat u can terrorise? HELLO..I'm 20..u can't order me around anymore..so I told her..NO..n she said "Mass Comm ma..should be easy..blah blah"..n I told her I didn't like public speaking..only to have her tell me I'm useless n I'm wasting my money studying in tat case..
whut the hell.
only on account tat she's my AUNT..I can't believe we're related did I not make her the receiving end of a tight slap..
honestly..not everyone is tat comfortable being so outspoken..but does tat make us less human? BULLSHIT..tat was such an inconsiderate comment..all the hurt n resentment n the hate I feel for her just bubbled to the surface..n I just stalked off only to have her attempt to try n hug me n say "eh not useless la"
LOL! so she realised I was freaking angry..but so wad -____- one hug n everything alright ar? crazy lei..yucks..should have used her damned brain b4 opening her trap..I hate ppl who shoot their mouth off..
my bf went to pick me up around 9+ to go somewhere else..n the WHOLE TROOP insisted on following me out to look.. ... ... circus ar? they really have NO RESPECT for anyone la..no respect for me or anything..it was against my wishes lorh..I was SO ANNOYED..
"y cannot see..we are ur relatives wad"
"wad's there to hide"
"any guy who doesn't wanna meet ur relatives isn't good.."
n so on with fucking stupid comments..my uncle even told me to take his IC..FOR FUCK??? n it's like..ALL EXTENDED FAMILY there lei..who will do such a thing la..bloody nutcases..
n my mom called tis morning trying to get me to go back there again for dinner..but I absolutely REFUSED..torture myself only with such awful company only..
Friday, December 29, 2006
wanted to pw protect my blog but it's just too must of a hassle to have to login to my own blog -_- damn ridiculous la..sorry for those emails lovelies..so nvm..I change my blog ad instead! oh ya..dun link me can? plsssssssss..I dowan random ppl to read my blog @@ thanks!
I have decided to do justice to all the places I've been getting free food..so I shall blog abt it..
1. The Whole Earth Vegetarian Restaurant
Summer Shitake! - $15
deeeee-li-cious Thai dish! succulent mushrooms garnished with red, green and yellow bell peppers cooked to perfection with Thai spices..CLOUD NINE
Sambal Ikan - $16
yummy Peranakan signature dish..the sambal paste is EXTREMELY fragrant..very rich in flavour..u won't even know it's vegetarian..WHOO
Broccoli with Monkey-head Mushroom - $18
bursting with flavours of nature..HAHA..sounds cheesy but yea..
the food here is very very nice! Peranakan..Thai..Chinese..fusion....ahhhh
2. Genesis Vegetarian Health Food
Olive Rice - $5.90
a combination of olives..olive leaf..n garlic served with soy n cashews..SUPERBBBBBBB..tis has a light buttery taste..deliciously refreshing..I WANT MORE!!
Claypot Rice - $5.90
fragrant dark soy sauce rice with mushrooms..the mock meat tastes just like the real thing!
Seaweed Roll - $5.90
tis is ADDICTIVE! splendid creation toasted with sesame seeds n served with cashew cream..very zesty..thanks to their peppermint leaf hidden somewhere..
Mexican "Chicken" Quesadialla - $6.90
PHWOAR!
3. Poison Ivy
Aloe Vera drink -$2
cool n refreshing! straight from their farm somemore..so exciting hee..
Organic Carrot Cake -$5
I know it sounds disgusting..but trust me..it's MUCH BETTER than those served at hawker centres..very aromatic..not oily too..!
Chicken Curry - $5
contains no coconut at all..not oily..huge chunks of chicken n large slabs of potato..nice nice! n u won't grow fat eating tis somemore..
Boxing Winglets - $5
very tasty! the chilli is super..tis farm has the hottest chilli padi in Singapore =D
Kueh Bingkar, Kueh Kosui n Banana Bread - $5
I swear..tis is HEAVEN..nicest tasting kuehs ever..NO KIDDING..the banana bread is godly..all homemade..
I also had 4 angled beans..fried lady's fingers..as well as banana curry..all for $5 each la..the banana curry is super unique..not spicy..but nice n creamy..succulent bananas! damn yummy can..but I dunno where I put the pix..n the restaurant ambience is COOL..really away from the hustle n bustle of city life..super relaxing..
4. Acacia Restaurant
Mushroom Soup - $7.50
homemade creamy wild mushroom soup with whipping cream..their freshly baked herb bread is DIVINE..n the soup is one of a kind..it really is chock-full of mushrooms..every scoop is bliss for mushroom lovers..SHALYN!!! n I'm not a fan of mushroom soup la..but tis is so good I almost cried..
Mango Salad - $7.50
a smorgasbord of fresh..crisp garden greens mixed with steamed fish..tangy n flavorful..NICE NICE! the fish is sweet n juicy..enhanced with mango n papaya..potpourri of delights!
Pasta with Seafood - $15.80
cooked with assorted seafood tossed with homemade spicy tomato sauce..generous amounts of juicy prawns n mussels..
Balsamico Chicken - $18
sorry but tis pic doesn't do tis dish justice..tis is the NICEST TASTING CHICKEN i've EVER HAD..boneless chicken marinated with fresh mixed herb's enhanced with aged balsamico garnished with julienne veggies..OMG OMG OMG..tis is to die for..it is sooooooooo exotic tasting..the chicken is juicy n succulent n dripping with delicious balsamic vinegar..YUMMYYYYYYY!
Tiramisu - $6.50
honestly..I would have gladly paid $65 for tis..wahhhhhhhh..after eating tis..I really can die happy la..Italian trifile covered with mountains of mascarpone cream laid on coffee-soaked finger sponge cake..with liquor n dusted with with chocolate shavings..WAH..the sponge cake MELTS IN UR MOUTH..n every mouthful oozes with bittersweet liquor..I was damn HIGH on tis la..HEAVENLY..
n best part is I GOT ALL TIS FOR FREE! WAHAHAHA..................I'm so full I'm bursting..I tink I put on 5 kg from all the eating..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am an emo kid @_@ I tink I really cry over everything..dunno y..very randomly..I suddenly thought of how much Ben loves Mel though they're no longer together..I just felt tat it was so sweet I started weeping -__- omg..cry over books..cry over movies..everything also cry cry cry..zzzzzz..can't seem to control lei..how????
n friendster makes it all worse..cos I just realised I miss so many ppl
from GPS: Cynthia, Tingyan, Keet Mun, Shawn, Amanda, Gina, Joanna, Eddie, Jason, Bryan
from SCGS: Pearlin, Priscilla, Esther, Kimberly, Melissa, Ker Chien, Pearline, Debbie, Jiaying, Leng Sim, Qihui, Eudora, Valerie Feng, Valerie Tock, Wai Shan, Kayan, Shun Wei, Shin Yee, Olivia, Nicole, Sarah, April
from MJ: Cheryl, Ashley, Siling, Eunice, Soon Heng, Siva, Firdaus, Faiz, Paulus, Zhi Mei, Christine, Grace, Charlotte
EEEEEEEEEEK..I wish I won't grow up at times..remain a small kid n wonder when my fav cartoon is coming up next =(
darn darn..must catch up with frens soon..but it's so hard cos most of them are halfway across the globe..BOO..
I love u all..thanks for being such wonderful ppl =D
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met Sam for dinner at Bedok 85 just now..we almost killed ourselves eating..between the two of us..we ordered Hokkien Mee $5, Sambal Stingray $15, n wad do u call tat? tangyuan in peanut soup..OMGGGGGGGGG..so nice lei the food..but we ordered the largest stingray there..n as a result..both of us were like..high on stingray or smth..haha..super nice! must go eat again..Sam I wanna eat OMU RICE let's go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n WJ the next time u bail out on us again u will have to finish a whole stingray by URSELF ok! =D by the time we finished eating..it was 9.15 Sam had a movie to catch with Lee Ling at TM at 9.20 haha n by tat time they still didn't have tickets yet..freaked out so we cabbed to TM..accompanied them both until they got their tix n I proceeded to plod home slowly..I was so full the 10 min walk took me half an hour..hahaha..
I have decided..I am going on A DIET..from now on..I'm not going to snack =x on unhealthy food..no chips (at least until I finish the last one in my cupboard hee) no chocs etc..so plssssssssss dear ones do me a favour..DUN TEMPT ME!!! I am growing FATTTTTTTTT! tub of larddddddddddddddd.. >.<
Thursday, December 28, 2006
younger brothers are a MENACE!!! he just came home n walked around the entire house with WET SOX..tis is a capital crime man..now the whole place smells like WET DOG..n we just cleaned the floor tis morning! my dad is going to have a fit @_@ n my bro is happily whistling away..his poor sis needs to clean up his mess !)&*&
the rainy weather is driving me insane! plsssssssss weatherman make it stop..it's just so troublesome to plough through puddles of water..*screams
oh just now on the train..I shall refrain from making racist comments..there were two AUNTIES..n SIX children..or should I say monkeys? from like..two to seven years old..they were annoying everyone on the train..sitting on the floor..screaming their lungs out (I wish)..eating currypuffs (CURRYPUFFS on the train)..basically making a public nuisance of themselves..n those two stupid women just sat there without even telling them to quiet down..in fact they played with the monkeys..poking them with umbrellas in the stomach n tapping them on the head -______- omg kidding or wad..(I wouldn't tap my kid on the head with a BROLLY) are they mad???????? ppl are just SO INCONSIDERATE..if u can't control ur herd/flock/zoo..pls do not take public transport..
n speaking of annoying..tis person just wins hands down..
taken from Wanjun's blog..
"Number 2.PR's major project is finally over but as a result, a friendship was lost. I think theres no point keeping everything like a secret now cuz thats the fact. Obviously I do feel upset abt it and theres nutting I can do at all. We now have one more chance to get better grades which we din previously and I think If we screw it, thats the end."
ya frenship lost..BRINA NG LI TING pls FUCK OFF..n I am not upset abt losing tis frenship becos u SUCK
do us all a favour..get the hell lost..u've not learnt from ur mistakes..for the whole year 2 u passed only becos of US..Amruta, Mabel, Wanjun n I..but u're STILL trying to take us for a ride..last time u were late or missed project meetings..these are the excuses tat u gave us..
1. "I'm going to buy a car"
2. "I'm in court"
3. "I'm at SIM..round the corner only..reaching" (n she appears an hour later) --> tis excuse used three to four times..come up with something more refreshing PLEASE..
4. (Two important presentations due next day..uncontatable for the ENTIRE previous day..we dialled until our phones almost burst from our anger) n she arrives late n our teacher is so angry he deducts 10% from us n she says "Oh my phone was on silent"..
n today..missing WISP meeting n not even bothering to notify us until we call.."I'm in hospital for food poisoning"..
OH COME ON..we were already not expecting u to turn up..n yeah u proved us right..but tis time with another silly excuse..why r u such a COMPULSIVE LIAR..late say late..oversleep say oversleep..ZZZZZZZZ..better than coming up with such stuff..n honestly u know how stupid it sounds? just becos u're stupid doesn't mean everyone else is stupid..I mean..u expect us to believe tat???? if u're in frigging hospital den ask for an MC..u're in court den show us official documents..buying a car den oh well..go bang the wall..it's not tat we dowan to believe tat u're really ill..but u've really lied to us so many times ur words mean NOTHING..NO SHIZZ..HOLDS NO WATER..NADA..u are just..........persona non grata
n yeah..telling others tat u did A LOT for WISP..right bitch..I'm doing the powerpoint AGAIN tis time round..u only effing did it ONCE..like less than 20 slides..I'M DOING FOR THE THIRD TIME ALREADY..LIKE FIFTY SLIDES COS I DUN FREAKING TRUST U TO DELIVER ANYTHING..BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..the last time I stayed up all night doing YOUR PART OF THE ASSIGNMENT u didn't even apologise to me..n gave me some crap abt me not doing my work..HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..den those slides miraculously appeared yeah..
u have absolutely NO SHAME..n even less common sense..WAKE UP
just now when I heard u saying u will get ur BF to send us ur slides I just seethed with anger..firstly..we do NOT need ur bf as an extra group member for every single project..really..his tagging along pisses EVERYONE off..n the last time I called to chase u for work he said I was irritating n I was talking rubbish..LIKE HELLO..u tink I enjoy calling u is it? UR EFFING BF..IS A BASTARD
..not happy den come challenge the issue..the only damned reason I had to call was becos u are not responsible enough to pass me ur work without me asking n yaya I am talking rubbish..ur bastard cant understand me becos I dun use a FAKE SLANG like him ok..so dun act high n mighty with me bitch..Chinese plus Indian so does not give u Eurasian
Chinese + Indian gives u CHINDIAN
Eurasian means MIXED EUROPEAN N ASIAN DESCENT u DINGDONG!!!!!! ur bf is DEF NOT EURASIAN..n SO WHUTTTTTTTT if he is..u dunnit to do work ar..even Prince William needs to hand in work ok!!
n I remember when u told me u'll meet me online at 1 am to discuss work.I waited up till 3 am n NO SIGN OF U..no phone call even wadsoever..duhhhhh..sometimes I wish u'd just vanish..die..wadever..becos u bring out the worst in me..I've nv met anyone b4 who makes me lose my cool like u..BLOODY HELL
*SHE IS NOT MY FREN OK. BRINA IS NOTTTTTTTTTT MY FREN. PLSSSSSSSSSSS DON'T ASSOCIATE HER WITH US AGAIN. NO NO NO NO. WE DUN LIE TO EACH OTHER. FRENS DUN NEED TO LIE.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
HIGHLY IRRITATED..
I agree with Sam abt tis pet peeve..I absolutely HATE IT when everyone agrees to meet n in the end I gotta chase everyone for replies..if u agreed to meet on THURSDAY..n u can't make it..at least..let us know -____________-" I hate it when I schedule everything around so tat I can meet up n I have to ASK U only to find out tat smth has cropped up n u can't make it blah blah..I mean I dun blame u for not being to make it but I blame u for not leaving it hanging in the air..ZZZZZ..
1 more food review at Bishan on Friday at 4 pm Acacia Restaurant..hope I dun forget..
New Year shopping list
- Wallet (mine's falling to bits..)
- Jewellery box (all my stuff is on my bed..I sleep with everything lidat every night haha)
- Slippers
- Shades!
- Bikini
I wanted to buy so many things but suddenly my mind's a blank..darn!
sigh..2007 is coming..yet there's no festive air at all =( I feel so stressed lei..all the pessimistic air..I tink I can't take it anymore..CHEER UP PLS PPL..dun talk abt dying @@ it's not a way out..*waves pom poms around..I mean..do it for urself la..there's only so much I can do..can't just mope around right? life goes on ok..LOVE..
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Happy 1 Month darling! I love u.. (: it's been a whole month of absolute bliss whee..
other than tat..everything else has been crazy..where has the holidays gone? doesn't feel like one at all..Masina not done..no sources..WISP meeting on Thurs for whut I dunno cos I already finished the entire project the last time Brina disappeared on me..n now..PRINT JOURN AGAIN..I submitted my article yesterday n here it is back to me with fresh edits n my editor wants ANOTHER REVIEW by FRIDAY..wad the FUCK???????? u tink my interviews drop from the sky ar? dunnit to call n go down to the place ar..I got no other things to do other than work on the stoopid magazine ar??????? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..n 1 more roll of film n 2 contact sheets to show Wayne..WHERE GOT TIME TO DEVELOPPPPPPPPP..n the rain..THE RAIN..too dark to take photos..HELP ME..n dun even talk abt radio..RADIO..omg
n I wish..I had a nicer family..who will actually take a genuine interest in wad I'm doing n listen when I'm talking..HA..
I'm stressed..really..I just want to drown in alcohol..seriously
NIGHTMARE..
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
Monday, December 25, 2006
went to a Thai restaurant at erm..dunno where for Xmas Eve dinner! LotusThai ar..I liked the food lei! super authentic..had Green Curry..my favourite (: Thai Otah in Coconut..Crispy Kang Kong..n Pineapple Fried Rice..I tink their food was delicious la..everything so shiok..their gravy also godlike..n I love Thai chilli! but my bf was a bit like =S haha..tink he can't stomach it..HEH..but..thanks dear =D
we went to watch a movie after tat..Curse of the Golden Flower..it was ok la..too much blood for me to endure..but Jay looked ugly..haha..Gong Li is hawt..hee..but old already la..
he got me a pretty pink bag n a lovely scent for xmas..YAY.. (:
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n I'm irritated on Xmas day already..no wonder ppl say guys are insensitive warts..
Bronco Coy Recruit Once... Snr Tech Regular Now.... says:
nv go out ah?
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
haha
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
yesterday lorh
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
today dunno lei
Bronco Coy Recruit Once... Snr Tech Regular Now.... says:
no1 ask u go out meh?
n tat was when I started getting annoyed..wth u dun even know me tat well la..u mean I cannot stay at home is it..zzzz..n still he continued..
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
i got bf wad
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
go out also must go out with him la xmas
Bronco Coy Recruit Once... Snr Tech Regular Now.... says:
but also gt other friends mah
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
i know ah
Bronco Coy Recruit Once... Snr Tech Regular Now.... says:
they nv ask u out meh?
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` sugarnspiice :. says:
zzzzzzzzzzz
duh like I dunno I have other frens..as if u know I nv go out with them..dunno den SHUTUP LA! stupid comments..
n another retard..I hate it when ppl try to stuff their church services down my throat..I mean u can ask me to watch..but if I dun want to DUN FORCE CAN..
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
heyhey wanna watch my church de xmas production live
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
hahax
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
very funny de
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
faster go see
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
hahax
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
its really gd
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
go see lehx
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
hahax the service start quite long le
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
can see
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
the drama is about a tv talk show reporting the birth of Jesus
[StInGx]....---No matter how tuff life gets... Dun give up!! Press on!! =) says:
hahax
so irritating..SEE SEE SEE la wth..n wad was the link he gave me?
http://www.cityharvest.tv/default.htm ZZZZZZZZZ..I hate pushy ppl..go away..even my close frens dun do tis..who are u to tell me such stuff..
*n recently I keep tinking if smth is wrong with our friendship..seriously..cos I feel tat I've been tolerating a lot..I just feel tat..u matter more to me than wad I mean to u..haiya dunno how to say..HOW? I feel quite lost..but den the happy moments come along n I forget all these problems for the time being n the feeling comes right back again..am I crazy????? =( maybe I should just disappear from ur life..
ARGH EMO EMO
Sunday, December 24, 2006
hey I'm back! had so many activities lately.. =D so fun!
Friday..went for my last food review at Neo Tiew Road..the other end of Singapore..LIM CHU KANGGG..luckily my dad fetched me there..the food was GOOD..n the boss was so nice..she ordered 7 dishes for me..at 10 am in the morning..haha..Egg with Otah..Fried Carrot Cake..Organic Banana Curry..Chicken Curry..4 Angle Beans with Tomato..Banana Bread..etc etc I can't really remember..but I know I ate until I almost fainted..
now I'm done with my reviews..I should start on my story..but so much inertia..heh..
went to meet WJ after tat n her fren Louis..went to Vivocity..dunno wad we did there also..so tired..I tink I ate again..Chicken Rice Stall..n ate..my third bowl of curry for the day..whaha..shiok lei..went to the new Pet Safari..EEEEEEEEK..SO CUUUUUUUUUTE the hamsters n guinea pigs n rabbits n dogs! all so sweet n fluffyyyyyyyyy..wanted to hug all of them..hee..
had a long chat with WJ near her place..haha..den went to meet my bf after tat..hor hor..cos he left school during break =PpP.. went to play LAN! until 3 am..n we got ourselves stranded in Bugis..haha so funny..
Sentosa on Saturday! we were supposed to meet at 1..but all of us were late..so we reached at..3..lol..the weather wasn't v good for tanning..but it was nice la..not too hot either..went to eat first..Sam n I shared Claypot Chicken Rice n Stingray! I wanna go Bedok 85!!!!!! Thursday ok......it's a date! whoo..
Sam had to leave early =( so sad let's go again okies..later on the rest of us went a little crazy n took hundreds of photos..HEE..it was fun just hanging around each other..went 7-11 after tat where all of us ate cup noodles n drank hot chocolate with the exception of Lee Ling who had to be different n drank Mango Freeze instead..
=D BFF!
wad's a trip to the beach without some lesbian loving wahaha..
whoo! I got to hug her yeaaaaaaa..haha..
n again..
n again..heh..
=D Lee Ling!
plotting to take over the world's shopping malls..
WJ is part of the mafia..I am so innocent..while Emo is just......BOLLYWOOD..HEE..
here's all of us!
Lee Ling took tis pic by mistake n she insists it's the best pic she's ever taken..so I have to put it somewhere..BLEAH..
the bf came down to Vivocity to fetch me after tat..hee so sweet right =PpP n we went to play LAN again..aha..n tis time round we didn't get stranded..got smarter eh dear..n we had two rounds of supper..my god..now u see y I'm growing fat..!!!!
got home around 5+ n woke at like..1+ ..supposed to do my homework but as u can see..I'm BLOGGING..n it's now 4 smth..aiyeeeeeeeee!
Merry Christmas with love everyone!! (:
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I seriously HATE my family..tat's why I always try n go out as much as I can so I can avoid them..I hate being at home..I feel so lousy now..it's the same thing every damned day..wake up hear scolding..blah blah blah..b4 going to sleep also hear screaming..I will go crazy one day..SHUT UP!!! I only go home when she's sleeping..ZZZZZZ..I dun understand how she can be my mom when we're so different..I mean..the moment someone raises their voice to me a little I just switch off..why can't YOU JUST TALK NICELY BE-YOTCH..but everytime she opens her mouth a bark just comes out.....so pissed..n asking her for money is like........asking her to kill herself..I mean there's no problem when my brother asks her..it's just ME..WHY WHY WHY..why the hell does she dislike me so much..den when I wanna move out make everyone happier she says no..BAH..
n my dad is also another character..first time I've seen a man who NAGS..n I mean nag incessantly..I can already memorise his dang speeches already..I will die without my mp3..ALL THE NOISE..
I HATE NOISE..GO AWAY..LEAVE ME ALONE..URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sorry I hate airing my dirty linen in public..so embarrassing to have a stupid family..stupid problems all the time..but if I dun let it out I will be in a bad mood all day..
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omg n Emo's ex Apurva is such an idiot! they were together for SIX months n she calculated..the bugger only spent $29.80 on her!!!! wth cheapo..I hope his eyebrows are twitching now wherever he is..see I told u I'll blog abt it..haha so funny la..u were with a cheapskate for so long!!
#every relationship has its problems..hang in there ok pretty! I love u!! n pls CALL ME if u r feeling down..I told u many times already..dun coop urself at home n mope kk!
sometimes I wonder..do I mean much to u? would u look for me if u don't hear from me for a while? I hope I'm just feeling moody n imagining too many things..
met up with Masina group at the National Library today..supposed to meet at 11..but somehow we nv reach there on time..anyway..ONE of them only woke up when the rest of us reached..so yeah..managed to find some books on Censorship in Singapore..n ASEAN countries..but nth on Taiwan!!! damn..I still have to go to other libraries to check it out..was quite worried abt my food review..so Emo agreed to come along with me! so nice of her..but I went with her to meet her IMC group first..at the cafe..n my stomach went all weak on me..so I ordered a chicken pie which was awesome..n hot milo..omg the milo there is the NICEST I've ever tasted..so nice n creamy with so much FOAM! (foam_ HAHA private joke) ahhhhh..orgasmic larh =X
took 32 to Clarke Quay..where we wandered around for a while..thank goodness for Emo or I would have ended somewhere on the other side of Singapore..asked around but many ppl dinno the place where we were headed..Lorong Telok! wahhhhh..we realised Clarke Quay by day is actually so pretty! so nice n quaint n the colours there are so chirpy..made me feel so happy.. =D Emo n I said tat we have to go there for lunch one day..just sit there n slack n enjoy the scenery..yay..went to Liang Court where tis woman at the information counter was so helpful..she gave me a map..haha..nice ppl just make my day =D thanks whoever u are..but den..being girls..Emo n I couldn't really read the map..actually it was more of ME la..but nvm HEE..
the lady of the shop was SO nice..she made 5 dishes for us..we ate until we almost fainted..
1. Claypot Rice
2. Olive Rice
3. Seaweed Rolls
4. Signature Dumplings
5. Chicken Quesadialla
n Lime with plum as well as Almond brown rice drink..all for FREE!!! wah sometimes being a reporter comes with many perks..but all the food here is Vegetarian la..BUT BUT BUT..it really is very nice! dun tink vegetarian food is disgusting..really..doing the food review seriously changed my perception..healthy dining lei..won't grow fat somemore..HEE..n the prices are so affordable..most expensive dish only $7! whoo..
somehow tis time round..my hols dun really feel like hols..I mean..it's already Thursday..n I dun tink I've really gone out to have fun or anything =(
went back to Bugis after tat to walk around..saw so many pretty thingssss..I wanna buy! Emo bought a gorgeous pair of earrings..MUST WEAR N LEMME SEE OK! I didn't buy anything la..which has to be a record of some sort..
met up with my bro after his lessons n Emo went home..thanks for accompanying me girlie!! supposed to have dinner together but he wasn't hungry..so we both went to play LAN instead..he actually brought clothes to change into..stayed there for 3 hours..actually I just wanted to make my brother happy la..I mean..tis was the FIRST TIME going out with him alone lei..I feel quite bad..took a train back after tat..n we went to the pasar malam..we bought food from there..funny how last time I used to be so fussy abt eating at coffeeshops n not going to pasar malams..but actually tis kinda food quite nice lei..n he wanted to take the long route home..n I agreed..haha..just to please the stupid boy..could have reached home in 10-15 mins..but he took me on a "tour" of Tampines..one big round..but it was great just to walk along an empty stretch of road n chat with him..I mean..it's nice knowing someone genuinely cares for u..I LOVE MY BROTHER MANY MANY!! (:
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
wad's with the attitude???? do u tink I can't sense it? or do u tink I dun mind..maybe u're not in a very good mood..but do I look like a receptacle for bad mood? come on la..I didn't even offend u in anyway..I had a long day..but I dun do such things la..zzzzz..sometimes I wish I knew if I really mean anything to u..
n I dun really wanna use too many vulgarities but FUCKKKK YOU..go sign up for English lessons cos u're language is really too horrible to understand..darn u n darn everything u represent..if u tink money can freaking hell buy love then u're mistaken..u tried it once n it didn't work n u're trying it again..GET A GRIP..GROW UPPPPPPPPPP..n just becos u admitted ur mistake..I have to forgive u???? SINCE WHEN did such a law exist..idiot..n I meant every single word I said..u really spew nonsense..GRRRR
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got woken up by my dad again for dunno how many times in how many consecutive days..went to my grandma's place for lunch..the bus ride was an hour long..almost killed me..my lunch was great! cos she cooked my fave food =D my grandma is such a sweetie..she's been supporting me since Sec 1 la..wad would I do without her?
had to go to someplace in Geylang for a food review..though it was pouring away..she accompanied me there..so nice right! the restaurant was great! the manager was super nice..just tat I felt super pai seh cos all the staff was watching me eat..had 3 dishes in total..one Chinese one Thai n one Peranakan! (: NICE NICE!!
finished the review at around 3.30 had lotsa time to spare so I sat at a nearby coffeeshop to drink Milo..but I failed to remember tat I was in Geylang..my god..all the dirty old men..seem to nv have seen a female b4 -____-" yucks..
made my way down to town..I swear..Far East is a place of sin..I spent like..$80 in 10 mins..speed shopping for X'Mas gifts..HEHE..I love Christmas!!! so festive..everywhere's so pretty..so exciting..I nv want the holidays to end!
went to play LAN..joined Zen's new clan..look ASR who needs u anyway..tsk
came home..Jimmy just told me online tat HE was asking if he should wait at my void deck..OMG..I would have freaked out la..thank god..I didn't see anything..heh..
Masina meeting tmr! only good thing is I'll be seeing Amruta..hols always make me realise how much I miss them.. =( I feel quite lonely sometimes..no Samapi n her funny actions..no Wanjune n her yakking..no Emo n her many expressions..BOO!
Monday, December 18, 2006
u know..I was nv really convinced tat Murphy's Law really existed..until today..which is the most ridiculous day of my life..I swear -_-"
in case u didn't know..Murphy's Law = Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong..how true..
firstly..I woke up at an ungodly hour of 6+ tis morning..n it's the FIRST day of the holidays! unbelievable..becos there was Radiojourn at Mediacorp..which is so freaking inaccessible..we were told to be there at 9.30 n for once..I was early..reached at 8.55 n waited n waited n waited for everyone to turn up..waited for the Mediacorp ppl to get ready..started at 10.30 zzzzzz..n so we ended late..which totally messed up my schedule for the day..
nvm..after tat I cabbed to Balestier with Shila, Valerie n Iann..we wanted to go Chinatown together to take photos but 130 came along n I decided to hop on..bad move..becos I have no sense of direction..so I just sat on the bus.....................until......I ended up somewhere in Shenton Way..which was kinda where I wanted to go..but "Palmer Road" was way beyond me..haha..so I walked around n asked for directions..
n den it started pouring.. -______________-" I swear there's a witch doctor who hates me..
finally I found the location where I wanted to start shooting..ppl were giving me weird looks..cos my theme is "Architecture"..they were wondering why was I so fascinated with the cracks in the doggone wall..took abt 6 shots..n the film decided to screw up on me..it started rewinding..BAH..when there were 30 shots left..so there..1 roll of film wasted..n tat was my last roll..SO..I had to embark on a journey to get 100 speed film..black n white..
which proved to be NO EASY TASK..International Plaza didn't sell..so I thought..ok fine..I'll go Peninsula Plaza..BUT..being the lost sheep tat I am..I alighted at the wrong place..Raffles Place instead of City Hall..so I wandered abt the place for a while b4 realising..WRONG!!! omg la..so I took the train once more to City Hall n trekked there..heavy bag n leaden camera n all..I just wanted to die..
went back to Tanjong Pagar..finished my shots..!! rushed back to school to develop..only to hear..NO SCHOOL TMR..ZZZZZZZZ..make me rush for nth..by then it was around 4+..so I thought..no class..can take my time to wash the negatives..went for dinner at Galileo with XiangRong..where he was surprisingly NICE..didn't do anything to irritate me..just tat he kept bursting into song randomly..went back to the dark room expecting to be able to print..but we were told..Jack (the guy who mans the place) wants to go home early..)$%& so I couldn't print..
the bombshell..WAYNE DECIDED TO HAVE CANCEL HIS CANCELLATION OF CLASS..*goes into hysterics..
so I'm not going for class tmr..
ah tis entry doesn't make sense..I'm stressed..STRESSED..
can
you n
you just
FREAKING leave me alone..look at tis stupid convo..anyway my says is inverted becos I installed something to reverse my status msg on msn..
MàrúKô - says:
do u still hav any feelings for me`?
me says:
u treat me as wad huh
MàrúKô - says:
i nv mean anything`
me says:
HA
me says:
u tink i'm stupid is it
MàrúKô - says:
wat im to u`
MàrúKô - says:
o yeah`
me says:
u dun talk rubbish
MàrúKô - says:
nice one`
me says:
u ask urself
me says:
ur friendster appear some girl
MàrúKô - says:
pls la`
me says:
den now dun have den u come n ask me???
MàrúKô - says:
that one is my fault`
me says:
THEN
MàrúKô - says:
i not here to quarrel wif u de`
MàrúKô - says:
im seriously thinking being wif u`
MàrúKô - says:
but i dun think u will accept it`
MàrúKô - says:
a malaysian`
MàrúKô - says:
wtf`
MàrúKô - says:
also nv meet b4`
MàrúKô - says:
juz wanted to make u angry`
MàrúKô - says:
wei`
MàrúKô - says:
how i feel for u`
MàrúKô - says:
u shld noe de lei`
HAHAHAHA..FREAKING STUPID..just becos things dun work out with another girl den he comes looking for me AGAIN n I am supposed to fall for it ah..joke of the century la..I HATE GUYS WHO TREAT GIRLS AS TOYS..FUCKKKKKKKKKK OFFFFFFFF..I am not a plaything..I have feelings too..DAMN YOU..n anyway I love someone else whoopee haha..
now tat I have gotten tat outta my system..I shall block him too! whee..stupid ppl provide great entertainment..
ah..blogging is therapeutic..Sam I miss u! hope Thurs comes soon.. (:
Sunday, December 17, 2006
dunno wad's wrong with me..I suddenly feel so angsty..must be the rain..make me grumpy..
n my aunt is here..with freaking stupid comments..
A. cos my neighbours are playing mahjong.."u better close ur door..these type of ppl..u dunno wad kinda frens they bring to play mahjong..so they know u r alone at home they might blah blah blah..somemore the keys u put there..blah blah blah.." urghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
B. cos my bro's tuition teacher is here..so she asked me to keep the laundry.."y u hang it here la..later he need to use toilet la..put it somewhere else..later ppl see ur clothes they imagine funny things la -__________-" wad nonsense..n so I hung WET LAUNDRY in my room..wonderful..
C. my bro said he's going to help some church with X'Mas decorations.."u r Buddhist la..y during Vesak I dun see u helping..hur hur hurrrrrr..how can u do such things..CHRISTIAN LEI..y must u do charity for them.." how not to be in a bad mood after hearing such crap..charity is charity wad..siao
D. "u should have taken a course on Real Estate.." screw off la..hasn't she interfered enough in my life..y tell me wad i SHOULD do n wad i SHOULD not do..
n so much work to do..retarded..
Monday: go mediacorp..(how to go???), take photos, go back to school, print n develop wtf
Tuesday: go 593 Geylang Rd for food review..(yet again..how to go???) n I'm terrified of going any unknown place alone..zzzz I'm chicken..go back to school for lesson 6-10
Wed: Masina meeting at National Library in the morning..followed by food review at 1 Lorong Telok..(WHERE?!?!?!)
Thurs: kbox..saving grace..
Fri: no idea
Sat: Sentosa
stupid Print Journ la..I dunno how to tell Agnes to delay my deadline again larh..I hate calling ppl..n Karen already has her interviews for Radio..I need to call doctors..ZZZZZZZZ..
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u're so super nice to me! I dun tink I deserve it la..but u make me feel like a princess!! =D yayness..thanks dear..
No. 1 new year resolution: I'm NOT going to tell a single lie! of cos white lies can larh huh..
off to order Macs..I feel my mood improving already..
Saturday, December 16, 2006
my laptop is lagging very badly thanks to my brother..I am so annoyed..
EIGHTY CRITICAL OBJECTS?!?!?! wad. the. fuck. n he spoilt my full-stop key as well..ZZZZZ..I just hate it when ppl dun take care of ur stuff..I know it's not his so he doesn't really care..but I let him use it cos my mom doesn't let him use the desktop..so why can't he just be more responsible..ARGH..on top of tat I've told him repeatedly to be nicer to my lappie..DAYUM LA..wad am I supposed to do???????? it's DYING ALREADY..I can hold a funeral for it already..it's practically screaming out in agony..URGHHHHHHHHH..as much as I love my brother..I just had to rant..sorry boy -_- I'll buy u a nice dinner for tis paragraph..
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n it really pains me to see my close frens upset..I mean..I really wish I could help.. =( I'm so sorry I can't solve ur problems for u..sigh..am I a bad fren? gah..
getting into a relationship is easy..but as usual..they're difficult to maintain..especially when u've been together for quite a while..maybe u've just gotten so used to each other..the spark's not there..but I guess both ppl have to work on it..there's no point when u're the only one trying to hang on..must get him to understand also..
here's just wad I tink..ME..just my opinion ok..
1. Know your needs and speak up for them clearly..a relationship is not a guessing game..if you dun state wad u expect..u end up feeling angry n disappointed with ur partner for not meeting ur needs..closeness cannot occur without honesty..ur partner is not a mind reader!
2. Remember why u both loved each other in the first place..sometimes when u're so frustrated with each other u forget each other's good points..
3. COMPROMISE..dun keep giving in!!! 2 different individuals..learn to respect n manage differences..disagreements dun cause relationships to fail..calling each other names does..dun talk when u're angry @_@ nth comes out the way u want it to..n ppl remember hurtful words..not nice ones..6 months down the road u will still remember smth nasty tat ur partner said to u b4..so THINK b4 speaking..
4. Solve problems as they arise..dun let resentments simmer..dun run away from it..it will snowball into big fat obese problems until u dunno where's the start n where's the end..dun go to sleep angry
5. Listen. With ur ears not ur mouth..dun jump to ur own defense so quickly..look at things from your partner's perspective as well as your own..
6. Work hard at maintaining closeness..closeness doesn't happen by itself..if not..ppl will just drift apart..relationships need regular attention..
7. Apologise..it doesn't kill..
8. Complete dependency on ur partner will drive them to insanity..
9. Dun compare..everyone is different..n a relationship is between TWO ppl..not more..
10. Love is....spontaneous n unconditional..
n of cos..TRUST
(:
Thursday, December 14, 2006
AHHH!!! I tink I am freaking OBSESSED!! AHHHHHHHHH....why why why!!! stop it now! I can't stop tinking abt u..omggggggggggg..*bangs wall
u know..sometimes I wonder if my mom has any feelings for me at all..I mean..wad sort of mom just sits there n continues watching tv when her daughter is shouting n crying away on the phone? I wish I had the guts to ask her tat..
Mom..do u love me? even a bit???felt so worn out yesterday..many thanks to Wanjune who accompanied me around =D love..we hung around school for a while b4 going to town..where I spent ALL of my remaining money on a bikini n a pretty top..tsk..ate Mars Bars..SO NICE LEI..I'm so addicted to it..her toyboy Dudderly n his partner in crime Jason came to meet us after tat cos they were in town too..gross I tell u the way those 2 lovebirds were behaving..HAHAHA..I dinno where to hide my face =PpP n so unlucky..I was trying to hide from the newsroom ppl in school cos I haven't submitted my article..but I met them in Far East..EEEK..
Radio today was another nightmare..luckily my frens were so super sweet..I know they were all busy but they all came to meet me so I wouldn't have to be alone with HIM..he is so..zzz..*insert everything negative here..whut-ever la huh.. (: Sam helped my with my work..if not I prolly would have finished it super late..n they accompanied me to town!! so tat I could buy my shoes..$23.90 tat's it..I'm officially broke for December..n it's only the 14th =X oh lord..pls let it start raining ingots soon..I tink I need to diet soon..I ate Mars Bars AGAIN today! n cup corn..I have no control!! AIYEEEEEEE!!!
it's Friday tmr! whoopee!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
YAY!! no school tmr..but I'm going to Clementi to see the doc..n wjjjjj is going with me..whoo..so I am accompanying her to school in turn! wah we're so nice to each other..I meet her even more than she meets her bf..heh..
followed by SHOPPING..I was eyeballing a pair of shoes last week..but I didn't have the moolah! now I have it..must SPEND..HEH..going beaching next week..my bikini sux..must get new one..
ooh..Wayne is happy with my shots! whaha..he doesn't tink I'm a slacker..GOOD..another roll of film by next Tuesday..quite troublesome ar..but many thanks to the one who went on a sightseeing trip with me to Tanjong Pagar to do tis..THANKSSSSSSSSSSS BABY! (:
school is going to be over soon! still got Radio n Print to do..a lot of inertia lei..dunno how to get started..n I'm in super holiday mood already..
MOS on Sat was er.................zzzzz..it was fun la..with the frens part..but it was seriously too crowded..could barely breathe..barely move..n the musik in Smoove was erm..wtf? main was nice but we were packed tighter than sardines so there really wasn't any point la..but it was great fun teasing Sam n Lee Ling..HAHA..I was touching their legs to make them uncomfortable..drank 4 tequila shots..the most I ever drank..got high on the 3rd one..HEE..
some overdue pics..
June, Ling half hidden, Sam smiling like some superstar n me!
Emo emo n I
Lana Tan Wanjune n I..look at her "sao" face..
n some pics at kbox which I finally received..we look completely retarded..she's going to kill me but oh well..haha..I'll risk it..
HEE..Paul Twohill's sister..
aww..she's so happy
LOL
tis is LURVE y'all..
WHAHAHA..
Monday, December 11, 2006
everyone has insecurities..I guess..I'm tinking abt some of them right now..n maybe I have a few questions to ask..but tat's all..I'll be fine (: I mean..I know sometimes I really look as if I dun care..but actually I do la huh..
just tat I dun really like pouring out my feelings..maybe only to certain ppl..like Sam n June..cos I take quite a while to open up to ppl..I mean as I always say..just a few good frens are enough..n yeah I tink I have the greatest bunch of frens one can ever get..but sometimes I kinda keep my thoughts to myself n sort them out in my head..until I feel like I'm bursting..but with all the loudmouths in MCM n those hypocrites we encounter in school everyday..sometimes it's better to keep quiet in case they use it against u..
actually I dun really care wad others tink abt me..just my close frens....even if I change my hair to orange..purple..pink..wadever I choose to wear..I'm still the same person inside..I dun need much to be happy..for those who like to judge..PLS DISAPPEAR..bah..I hate feeling emotional..luckily I'm not lidat most of the time..
LOVE!!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
I've had a few things on my mind lately..
1. the recurring nightmare AKA Print Journ..
=( I've got like 3 articles..or is it 4..first draft not even done..dunno why but I just don't have the motivation to start..it is just so sickening..
2. problems with some ppl in school
I just feel tat many ppl are taking advantage of me..zzz..I just hate the feeling..like I needed to use some of the rooms for Radio..I went to school like freaking early so tat I could use it..n so many ppl just came flooding in n asking if they could use for "5 mins 5 mins" which became a few hours..sigh..n it happens all the time =( n so I waited n waited.........gah
3. Eugene Lai
for being such a royal pain..whinger..blah blah..I hate it how everything is fine..n I even tell others he's OK..he loves me in his own weird way..everything is ok in school..no problems..but out of the blue.... every 2 days or smth lidat..he starts some crap..n says he wants to change project group..walao..damn childish can..makes me damn stressed..imagine how my groupmates FEEL.. =( n he makes screwed up comments saying my life is going downhill..etc etc..seriously..I hate self-righteous ppl..I tink my life is perfectly fine..I am HAPPY with it..wad right do u have to JUDGE ME??????? I mean ok la..if it bloody hell makes u happy..I lead a life of high crime..sin..n debauchery..OK??? den u're an archangel la..wadever la..den still like me for WHUT?? zzz..den suddenly he tells me I'm giving him mixed signals..omg dots..I tink a brain scan is needed soon..n the only signals he's receiving is from Mars lorh..n when I told him if he were a nicer person he'd have more frens.."I have frens now..Andrew blah blah Andrew etc etc"..everyday ANDREW..ok la big deal..so u got a new gurlfren called Andrew -_- congrats..am I supposed to applaud?
grumbles aside..Silver Wonders on Friday was GOOD (: Lee Ling u did a fantastic job!! the performers were great..sound was wonderful..everything was good la..we know it wasn't easy to coordinate such a big event..YAY..we love u <3
MOS yesterday was..............a bitch..ahha..it was fun la..dressing up at Wj's house is so fun lorh..girlie stuff..I LOVE!! but mos was so crowded..the queue was so long..thank god for Karen!! (: n it was so hot..the guys were as usual -_- complete bastards..I screamed at tis group of guys cos their fren fell on me twice..SO PAIN LEI!! n the music was a bit screwed up..but first time Sam n Lingling went! so exciting lei..I was touching their waist n legs on purpose..HAHA..they were screaming away.. =PpP die..I owe everyone money now T_T must go on ladies' night..if not so EX..
gotta go take pix for Photojourn now..TA! I love u girls! whee..hang out again!
Friday, December 08, 2006
firstly I would like to say..
HAPPY 18th MONTH TO JUNJUN N DUDU!! May u all stay together blissfully n grow old together..HEE.. (: love to the both of u..
wah I seem to keep track of ppl's anniversaries pretty well..dunno y also..yet I can't remember simple things..like wad bus number to take home from the interchange everyday -_- lol some selective memory tat is..
tis week has been GREATTT!!! happy happy!! retail therapy is wonderful..spent $100 yesterday..on some prettilicious top from Blossom! (: has to be my favourite shop man..bought another pair of denim shorts..sorry la but I seem to be living in shorts nowadays..n erm..2 sets of ESSENTIALS..aha..there..I tink I phrased it very nicely..*winks.. =PpP
went towning with Wanjune today..ahhh I love tat girl..shopping together is SO FUN!! we took like 2 hours to walk Far East..stuck our noses into every shop!! Sam......pls dun go missing..it's ur turn already lorh!! LET'S GO!!! hee..but Wanjune was so....controlled..she just bought like less than $30 worth of stuff while I tink I just went a little crazy..spent $160+..OMG!! bought a bubble dress from Blossom again..$50..so ex la!! n some bracelets..earrings..rings..belt..all kinds of nonsense la..n of cos..a clubbing top =/ thanks June for waiting ages for me..I know I'm slow..haha..but all the tops were so gorgeous..spoilt for choice lei..eventually settled on one tat was easier to wear..the others all had laced up backs..NICE but troublesome la..den if someone pull how??? I can't even fix it properly..hee..
n my hair costs $190..wow..totally overspent tis month..n I still have my heart set on a pair of gold shoes..$23..quite ok hor..boo..I'm so broke now..but I'm happy so I guess it's worth it la huh..N PINK HAIR DOESN'T MAKE ME AN AH LIAN OK!! let me hear it n I will !$%&$*$#..........................................
Silver Wonders after school tmr..ALL THE BEST LEE LING..
SO EXCITING..weekend come soon!! I love December!!
*I miss u loads dear =X
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I feel sick..again..all thanks to Print Journ lect..which was conducted in a 17 degree classroom with me seated right under the vent..totally destroyed my nose..I can't feel my nose now..n I can't smell anything either..bah..
just some complaints about a certain editor..shan't say who but it's kinda obvious..for Print..tis is a convo between Wanjun n Syed..I just tot it was funny..
Syed on his opionion on her..
syeeeeed! says:
she can go suck cock
syeeeeed! says:
or suck seaweed
syeeeeed! says:
whatever rocks her boat
His stand..
syeeeeed! says:
no not blur
syeeeeed! says:
just fucking stupid
His justification..
syeeeeed! says:
really fucking stupid that if she went on survivor she would have been voted off while they were paddling to their islands for the first time
LOL..so u get the level of stupidity..yeah..we have to put up with it every week..poor us..
time to shop for new stuff! yay..shall go write up a list..makes me happy just by looking at it..HEE..update again in the morning..I tink it's bedtime =S
I can't wait for the weekend..
I feel crazy again..HOW?
pleeeeeeeeeasssssssssseeeeeeeee..just let everything work out (:
Monday, December 04, 2006
YOU. BITCH.
as if u're the only one on tis planet tat wants to have fun. u happily go off with ur dog while others slog away doing ur share of work. darned irresponsible of u. if u even had the courtesy to call me I would have been FINE with it. but no. no call. whatsoever. n u leave the others wondering if u've done ur work..or I have to call u n rush u for it. wad am I ur nanny? stupid spoilt bitch. or u give lame reasons like u're sick when u look all dressed to go out..n funnier things like u're going to buy a car so u gotta leave early..YAH YAH..I NEED TO BUY A HELICOPTER LEI..can I leave early too???? zzzzzz..I tink all of us have covered ur ass one time too many n we're so sick of it. if u even treated US as ur frens u wouldn't do tis to us. tis semester has been a relevation. we see u for the hypocrite tat u r.
tis is another night sacrificed becos of ur bullshit. 6 bloody am n I'm still editing the slides. I just need to rant for a while.
me: "hello can u finish up the slides......"
bitch: "I did the slides the last time ask someone else to do..."
........wow. such cheek. the only thing she did the slides was becos she did NOTHING else. n now she tells me tis.
FRENS???? I dun tink so.
Friday, December 01, 2006
tis is an entry for a beautiful person whom I'm so fortunate to know!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!!
I will love u always =D!!!
thanks for being such a good friend..God's been so nice to me!! I got to know u!!! n I want u to know..I'm REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL for ur friendship..I've gotta thank my lucky stars for meeting u during orientation (lol MSN chat 11:21pm 30/11/06) u're wad got me thru these years of poly..NO KIDDING..
those hours of working on projects together at East Coast Macs..
those weekends towning together..
clowning around in those neoprint machines..
groaning over short T-shirts..
making complete fools of ourselves..
the fun n the laughter..
listening to all my problems..
always being there for me..
you're one of those special ppl..who lights up my life! thanks for understanding me so well..even better than myself..I guess u're the 1st friend who's so similar to me in many ways..no wonder we get along so well =PpP I guess I'm really MYSELF when I'm hanging out with u..I dun need to pretend to be someone I'm not..I dun need to worry whether u'll tink I'm at idiot..u're so much FUNNNNNNNNNNN!! I tink we even have comfortable silence..if u know wad I mean..
I know we've had disagreements b4..but I tink u know how much ur friendship means to me!! (: omg so lesbo..ilu Sam! <3
haha I know we looked retarded but I dun give a shit..n it's ur fault for not taking enough pictures with me =PpP n I keep using the same pics..see if u wanna take new ones with me not HUMPH lol
omg u got diao face!!
remember the times..hahaha
"You only meet your once in a lifetime friend... once in a lifetime." u're tat friend!!!! wheee..