Sunday, December 31, 2006
against my better judgement n common sense..I attended a family chalet yesterday..which promptly served as a great reminder as to why I've religiously avoided going to such family events for so long..
some of my relatives are really great..like..a few of my cousins are really fantastic..n some of my aunts are really nice ppl..kind hearted..harmless..but my 4th aunt is one hell of a bitch..
while I was chatting with my cousin..she unceremoniously dragged me aside to the 2nd floor n happily INFORMED me tat I was going to be her emcee for some freaking event..I mean..wad..do u tink I'm still the same small kid tat u can terrorise? HELLO..I'm 20..u can't order me around anymore..so I told her..NO..n she said "Mass Comm ma..should be easy..blah blah"..n I told her I didn't like public speaking..only to have her tell me I'm useless n I'm wasting my money studying in tat case..
whut the hell.
only on account tat she's my AUNT..I can't believe we're related did I not make her the receiving end of a tight slap..
honestly..not everyone is tat comfortable being so outspoken..but does tat make us less human? BULLSHIT..tat was such an inconsiderate comment..all the hurt n resentment n the hate I feel for her just bubbled to the surface..n I just stalked off only to have her attempt to try n hug me n say "eh not useless la"
LOL! so she realised I was freaking angry..but so wad -____- one hug n everything alright ar? crazy lei..yucks..should have used her damned brain b4 opening her trap..I hate ppl who shoot their mouth off..
my bf went to pick me up around 9+ to go somewhere else..n the WHOLE TROOP insisted on following me out to look.. ... ... circus ar? they really have NO RESPECT for anyone la..no respect for me or anything..it was against my wishes lorh..I was SO ANNOYED..
"y cannot see..we are ur relatives wad"
"wad's there to hide"
"any guy who doesn't wanna meet ur relatives isn't good.."
n so on with fucking stupid comments..my uncle even told me to take his IC..FOR FUCK??? n it's like..ALL EXTENDED FAMILY there lei..who will do such a thing la..bloody nutcases..
n my mom called tis morning trying to get me to go back there again for dinner..but I absolutely REFUSED..torture myself only with such awful company only..