here's an article grabbed from thestar.com dated 26th Jan
The caller spoke in a soft voice, thick with an English accent. Brenda Johnstone of Hamilton thought it sounded familiar, though she couldn't quite place it.
"Can I speak to Rebecca Johnstone, please?" he asked.
Brenda didn't think it was a good idea. These are rough days for her daughter. The kind you pray you – and especially your children – will never see.
Her beautiful 19-year-old has cancer.
Three years ago, a mole on her collarbone that doctors kept telling her was nothing turned out to be melanoma. By the time the truth was discovered, it had spread.
Heartbreak doesn't begin to describe the resulting anguish to those who love her. Particularly since doctors have told the family that, without some kind of miracle, time is now being measured in days rather than weeks or months.
So when the call came last Wednesday morning, Brenda wasn't about to disturb her sleeping child – especially since it was the day after surgery to remove a cancerous tonsil that had made her girl even more uncomfortable.
No problem. The caller politely said he understood. He even offered to call back later at a better time. Then he dropped the bombshell.
"It's David Beckham," he said.
Long pause. "I just kind of went quiet for a second," Mom said. ``Then I said, 'You've got to be kidding me."'
It was no joke.
As it happened, Rebecca's aunt knew her niece is a huge Beckham fan. Has posters on her walls. Reads everything she can about him. Follows the English star's career. Loves the way he plays. Even shares a moniker. When she plays, her teammates strap an M onto the end of her nickname – Becca – and make her sound just like her soccer idol.
So, searching for something she could do to lift some spirits, Aunt Jenny had done a little digging on the Internet and found one of the star's representatives. Then made arrangements for a call, though she was never convinced it would actually happen.
Yet here he was on the phone. The same voice Mom had just heard on TV as news of him signing with the Los Angeles Galaxy leaked out.
By now she was excitedly almost running through the family's Hamilton home. Her husband, Tom, nearly fell off the couch as he caught wind of what was happening. A former semi-pro player himself, he couldn't believe the call wasn't a hoax and started grilling her with questions even as they walked into Rebecca's silent room.
Their daughter was asleep. Gently rousing her, she said she didn't want to talk to anyone. Her surgery-ravaged throat was raspy and sore and she was in no mood for socializing.
"`How about David Beckham?"' Mom asked. "Her eyes kind of popped."
And so she did. After three years of hell during which everything had seemed to go wrong and every attempt to make things better had only made things worse, the moment she put the phone to her ear, the dark clouds parted and a beacon of light flooded into her life.
In the most strained of voices, Becca and Becks talked about soccer. He asked how she was doing. Told her he'd heard she was a big fan. Even mentioned that he liked her nickname. He asked if there was anything he could do for her. When she said no, he asked if he could send her something. She didn't say no to that. Then he told her to get in touch if she needed anything.
Four minutes after saying hello, she wished him good luck this season and hung up.
But the story doesn't end with the dial tone. The buzz from the call gave the entire family a jolt of positive energy it hadn't had in months.
"The house was electrified for the whole day," Dad says.
Even now as he talks about it and repeatedly expresses his gratitude for Beckham's "touch of class" that brought his daughter such a lift, he lights up. Until reality bites again.
Rebecca isn't well enough to talk about the call now. Once a promising sweeper who made the elite Hamilton Sparta soccer club at 12 despite having never played the game before – and who was often the best player on her team after that – she's struggling.
She has almost no voice and has been suffering through a few horrendous weeks. But just when she needed it most, Beckham intervened again.
On Monday, a parcel arrived from Madrid, where Beckham plays. Inside was one of his authentic Real Madrid game jerseys.
On the back, next to the number, he'd written: "To Rebecca, With Love, David Beckham, 23."
Eventually it'll be framed and hung in her room. But not yet. She wants to be able to touch it still. To have a connection to the hero who made a difference in her life.
Dad's using it differently. As a motivation for her to continue fighting.
"I told her, 'You get better and we'll go see him in person so you can thank him."' She liked that idea.
so touching I couldn't hold back my waterworks..DAVID BECKHAM IS WONDERFUL..becks forever!! it's nice to know tat famous celebs can do such small things to brighten up someone's life..
I feel happy after reading such stuff! YAYNESS..
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spent 4 hours printing photos..when I finally saw the sunlight I was SO RELIEVED..so many hours spent in the darkroom makes u cranky..the initial part..around 1 hour..I WAS ALONE IN THE DARK ROOM OK..tat was SO UNFUNNY! I was damn damn frightened..n I almost died of shock when Jack n Yihan came in separately n said hello.. -_- omg tt's wad horror shows do to me..I was so glad when Mavis appeared to do her work I felt like hugging her..
I did 6 prints! yay..quite fast..hope Wayne okays it..
met Wanjune n Emo..we went to Holland V! thanks to some smartypants *coughs W..coughs J* we overshot n landed up somewhere along the road n we had to take a bus back lol..we had Katong Laksa..it was normal la..nothing fantastic..n we went to Ya Kun after tat..MY GOD we ate so much..I saw NYDC ok..I am going to eat a mudpie on Wed if not I will suffer from withdrawal symptoms..we warmed the seat for Ya Kun cos we were helping Emomo brainstorm for PR events for her ay-em-shee..she is a brainiac ok =PpP her presentation is on Wed n she couldn't remember her own tagline when we asked her..EMO pls buck up n stop doing the Bollywood wave pls!!! concentrate on ur work =PpP hehehe..
I'm so bored..all becos..
(2:24 AM) Wanjun: eh i go bathe
(2:24 AM) Wanjun: 10 mins
timecheck..it's now 2:45 n she is nowhere to be found! OH MY JUNE WHERE ARE EUUUUUUUUU!
haha gross..oh talking abt such typing..
(2:52 PM) Ah Beng: dunnO
(2:52 PM) me: act cutE typinG
(2:53 PM) Ah Beng: i gO BaThE LeRrRzz
(2:53 PM) me: chAo aH bEngz
(2:53 PM) Ah Beng: CyA LaTeR aT 4pM oKiezzZz?
(2:53 PM) me: okiEx
(2:53 PM) Ah Beng: DuNcH bEe LaTe HorXxxX
(2:53 PM) me: lolz
(2:54 PM) Ah Beng: OtHeRWiSe i WiLL bE saD dE lErxX
(2:54 PM) me: -_-"
(2:54 PM) me: faint
(2:54 PM) Ah Beng: hEhEhE
(2:54 PM) Ah Beng: OooOOoo
Conclusion: once an ah beng always an ah beng..dun try to act ok!
I can't wait for Wed! going shopping n I'm gonna stayover at the missing person's place! WOOT.. Monday, January 29, 2007
I am in school blogging with Lirong's lappie! n Sam is sitting opposite me giving a free concert..SHE IS RAPPING NOW LOL!
went to some dog farms yesterday..omgomgomgomg so cuteeeee..I am SO IN LOVE okaye..I love Westies n Maltese n Jack Russels n Yorkies n Silkies! I LOVE EVERYTHING! I want a dog! I have decided..I AM GOING TO BUY A WESTIE OR A MALTESE =D n nobody is going to object..cos they are soooooooooooooo super duper cute! ohhhhh my goodness..I wish I had one to hug right now! =((((((((((((((((( I LOVE DOGS..
yay..finally I dunnit to listen to music with a faulty speaker thanks to.......JIYE AH BENG! whaha..whoo!
spent THREE HOURS working on my masina last night ok..BOO..WJ n I kept taking "pit stops" every hour to check each other's progress..thank me ok WJ! I motivated u to finish quickly =PpP so u should share ur thousand dollars with me hehe..
woke up late today -_-" I set my alarm to 7.15 but I let it ring till 8..I got a shock of my life ok..sorry Yiling..Lanxi..n Zixin! made u all wait..reached school at 10 to help them with their Advertising..I was their "model" for their print ad..WAH Zixin brought clothes for me to change..I changed in a male toilet ok EEEEEW! first time inside a guy's toilet! I was inside when I suddenly thought of GHOST TUNNEL ok..so I suddenly rushed out n begged Lanxi to accompany me ahha! wahhhhhhhhhh..she gave me LEGGINGS n a super SHORT mini skirt ok..couldn't even cover anything! but tt's wad the leggings are for la hur..but kinda weird..cos so not my type!!!! her shoes are pretty! den changed into another attire..sporty -_- lol..I was saying tt's SO NOT ME =PpP n they made me jump with the coke..I jumped n jumped ok! thank god it didn't take tat many tries..I would have died..Zixin was like..1! 2!! 3!!! JUMP!!!!! I was super out of breath la..luckily no one was there to see..HAHAHA UNGLAM..
ok I shall go print for Photojourn now..9 pix to print! wish me luck.......
WHEEEEE!
no monday blues today..AYE FEEL GUUD NEHHHXXXXX~~~~~~~~~~~~
lol. Sunday, January 28, 2007
SO PISSED OFF. MY MOM IS A FUCKING BITCH. ZZZZZZZZZ.
so smart den u fix the fucking internet by urself la asshole..
I spent 45 freaking mins talking to the person from linksys who was really nice but whom I could barely understand becos of her Filipino accent..so irritated already n this stupid dog at home..%^*%^* just kept making noise in the background..
"JUST TELL THEM WE GOT A NEW LAPTOP LA"
...........................I hate it when someone is talking to me when I'm on the phone..like HELLO..I'm trying very hard to listen to the person on the line to HELP U so SHUTUP ALREADY..n duh of cos I had to explain the problem to her..wad does telling her abt the new laptop have to do with ANYTHING???????????????????????? I mean if she thought I wasn't helping den call herself la! crazy..
n she kept saying I'm not helping..
IF I WEREN'T TRYING TO HELP U THEN I CALL LINKSYS FOR FUCK?? TOO BORED I NEED TO CHAT WITH SOMEONE AR??????????????
n when I was trying to teach her how to use it..all she was concerned about was..
"why last time dunnit lidat lei? WHY DUN NEED LEHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!?!"
fuck u la. u know better den u do it urself la. last time last time last time computers using pentium one la idiot
den gimme tat fucked up face n everything just cuz I said I security enabled the wireless..
"WHY LAST TIME NV LEI????????? U MEAN PPL HAVE BEEN USING OUR INTERNET AR???"
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK so angry..I just couldn't stop myself I shouted myself hoarse at her
n my dad also damn bastard. kept asking me how to use..den when I was telling him he tell me NO MOOD. dun wanna know den dun ask la. next time when ur comp crashes dun ask me how.
ok la next time when u ask me I will quote u..
"NO MOOD ALL FUCK OFF"
or I can try to be more creative..
"MY VISITING HOURS ARE OHHHHHVUR..SORRAYE"
pui. Saturday, January 27, 2007
caught Ghost Tunnel last night..omggggggg..never again ok! Shalyn has guts of steel la tat girl..say not scary..I should have believed Sam instead! I almost cried in the theatre la! n half the time I was hiding n jumping n doing all sorts of weird things..the MUSIC was so EERIE..zzz..n then I CRIED outside the cinema..delayed reaction..I didn't dare to go home after tat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got woken up by my aunt tis morning..was feeling damn angsty..but I another B1 was entertaining me on msn so I feel much better than I was just now..haha..thanks lynnie!
walao..I've been awoken for 2 days already lei! slept at 5+ on Fri..mom woke me at 9..^&*#! today also same thing..slept at 5+ n aunt woke me at 10+ zzzzzzzz..TIRED! GRUMPY! n my aunt keeps touching my stuff! I dun understand why! it's MY ROOM! why do u care where I place my comics..n more irritating..she keeps nagging at me about religion..no not NAG..but FORCE..she keeps forcing me to pray..GO AWAY ALREADY! n she insulted my grandma..URGHHHHHH..my head is hurting..I HATE IT! y must she take a jibe at my grandma..I'M SO ANGRY! my grandma is so nice damn u! I dun like ppl like tat..DISAPPEAR PLS..mental note to self..she's here every sunday morning so I have to get out b4 she comes n drives me nuts every week..somemore tell me reunion dinner this date that date..so many reunion dinners for WHUT! there's no meaning at all lei..I mean..LOOK AT MY FAMILY..does having a nice meal salvage anything? NO..SO EAT FOR FFFFFFFFF?!?!?! I mean I really dun see the point la..if things are like that..eating together is just..doing something for the sake of doing it..
I'm dead depressed lei..y is my family so skrewed hur =( my mom is always nowhere to be found..always at someone else's house..she leaves me with no money no food no nothing..HAIZ..n my dad has to fetch her around..he can't even go do his work..I mean..he has to watch her when she's swimming at my godma's condo..WHUT??????? n she gets angry when my brother's tuition messes up her visits to my godma's place..HELLO..wad's more important? n are ur children HERE or THERE? u're nv here for us..SIANZ..was trying to talk to her last night..but she didn't even hear 1/10th of it..damn annoying..
home is a terrible place without love -_-" I WANT OUT! Friday, January 26, 2007
I was late for MASINA again..lesson was at 3..I left the house at 2.30..haha..! n I was telling WJ tat even if I could fly..there's no way I can make it there on time..so I arrived in school just nice when class ended..went to hand in hw..ate cup corn again..wah I love! took stupid pix with Emo's hijacked phone.. =D quality so much better..mine 1.3 megapix only ok waddefug! >.<
my fellow joker&I..
went to Hereen AGAIN..3rd day consecutively cos we wanted to take neoprints with Emo..
=D see my nice words..HAHA! "ur dad must be a terrorist cos u're the BOMB!" lololol.. =.= I'm entertaining myself sorry..
=PPPpppPPPPPPPPPPPp whee!
lol omg the stupid design makes it look like I'm royally blushing..nooooooooo!
-_- I asked them to look pouty! but in the end.........FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I LOVE U ALL!!!
omg I'm so so so gonna miss being in poly =((((((((((((( DUN LEAVE ME!!!!
went Bugis after tat =D had Barnsbury's Chicken Lagsane for dinner..tasted like pizza! but I tink it's nicer than Cafe Cartel's..
n finished off my day..with LAN gaming..haha..like..wad's new right..lollll
blogging n listening to music now..I tink I'm crazy! whenever I hear sweet songs I happy..n I get so touched I actually CRY..my gawd..I'm nuts! I love David Tao's 今天妳要嫁给我! AHHHHHHHH.............
just keeping track of stuff tat I needa get cos I have a goldfish memory for certain things..
1. Jewellery box - my pile of accessories on the bed is growing at an exponential rate day by day
2. Bag - need a BIG ONE..cos my Fila bag decided to go on strike n the other one is starting to tear zzz..saw a nice one at Far East..$50!
3. Jeans - $149
4. Shoes - nice flats..cos my slippers keep giving way at most incovenient moments
5. Dresses - omgggggg I love! I'm so going to buy everything in Blossomz
6. Eyeliner - mine's not waterproof!
7. Eye makeup remover
8. Glitter powder from Red Earth - sharing with WJJJJJ $15 each
9. Bikini
n the rest..I've forgotten.. >.<
I tink it's time for me to change my hp number..AGAIN..haiz..received some fucking stupid sms from a loser..
"you blocked me in msn should tell me. nevermind I've blocked you too."
my god -_- how old r u? if someone blocks u obviously it means u r annoying..n u still dare to sms saying such stupid stuff..lol..block me ar? BETTER STILL lei..I mean wad's the point of telling me..am I supposed to feel anything? I mean..u're not even ANYTHING to me lorh..I need to give u explanation meh? SIAO..
"because..my msn thing saw you are online but you blocked me..can download the block detector one.."
tsk..tis program was out eons ago la..bloody lagger so stupid..such addons make ur computer CRASH ok..idiot..
TWENTY YEARS OLD ALREADY LEI STILL TALK IN TIS MANNER!
wadever la I've got better things to do with my time..
went towning with Samapi n Wanjune today after school..supposed to have Masina..but cos of the rain..all the buses were crowded..my gawd..spent ages waiting n waiting..in the end..LATE! so I decided to skip tutorial..which was assessed! 2% la..wad nonsense..even though I can't count very well I know 2% is an itsy bitsy number..Medlaw tutorial! did some wikipedia thing..quite fun la..Sabnani's lessons always so nice..he's so learned! there's always interesting stories from him..NICE NICE! Radio was..a bitch..cos the DAWS were so problematic we wasted a lot of time waiting around..June n I were starving so halfway thru recording we rushed to the canteen for some chicken rice..n I resisted the temptation of cup corn -_-
made our way down to Far East..wah we'll nv get sick of tat place..walked around the whole place looking for shoes..I bought a pair of flats $26.90..n a pair of heels..$23.90..I tink my shoes are almost settled la..
saw sooooooooo many nice tops..but had to stop myself from buying >.< cos we're all supposed to go shopping together next week....
went to the Taiwanese street snack stall for Chicken Mee Sua..yummy I love it (:
after tat we walked over to Hereen..saw so many nice stuff! we wanted to take neoprints..so we went to the toilet to doll up haha..drew eyeliner for Samapi despite her protests..den we went to take! SO FUN! happy happy..
NICE RIGHT! den we went to search for Sam's stuff..she wanted a waist belt..Hereen n Cine had no suitable ones..so we walked back to Far East! finally she found one which was nice! n she bought a dress! very good! yay..
went to Yoshinoya for dinner after tat..towned for 6+ hours in total! feet so tired..
*I'm changing my msn account n hp number..I'll let u guys know! Thursday, January 25, 2007
today was a nice lazy day (:
went to school for Medlaw..for like..30-40 mins..n we were done..
Wanjune n I were ready to hit town by 11..but Emo started doing tat pitiful look with her gigantic eyes..hahaha..n we decided to be nice (as always lol) n accompanied her till 1 for her AY-AM-SHEE group to arrive..
we went to PS first..cos I wanted to eat the egg omelette noodle..had the chicken ham&cheese one..goodness me..it was suuuuuuuuuper fantastic! I was so happy eating it..haha..$4 only!
after tat we walked around..saw cute tees..those with funny quotes on it like "I got an A+ in shopping" hahaha..how true =PpP wanted to buy..the cut is really really nice..but $25.. =X a bit ex..boo..so we both TAHAN-ED..(n almost killed ourselves in the process) n walked outta the shop..hee..
on the way out of PS we decided to stick our noses into bodyshop for a while..BIG MISTAKE! we went a bit crazy in there sniffing all the body butter..n passionfruit smelled so good n it was on 40% off..since I always wanted to get it anyway..er........well..I got it..haha..$16..ok la hur..
went over to NYDC after tat for our long awaited MUDPIE! yes I know I'm not supposed to eat but the mind is willing flesh is weak..HAHA! so yummy! June n I shared the chocolatey one.. =D she said next time we'll get the apple one..YAY can't wait! can we have it tmr or smth..HAHA..
den we just sat there after tat cos we were TOO FULL..n yakked n yakked..decided to go take neoprints..so long since I've taken! I mean I've been saying for ages n ages tat I wanna take neoprints la..FINALLYYYYYYYYY!
whut is WJ doing!!!!!
lol..someone placed a bowl on her head before cutting =PpP
WHEE! we are SWEETY! bleah..
=X erm..would "WTF" be appropriate?
haha..fun girly stuff! still got more la..but dowan to make everyone throw up..hee..I design so nice ar..stick a flower on top of WJ's hair..wakaka..while she so kuku..gimme a tiara..HEH HEH..kena cheated la u..lol..SAM!!! I wanna take with u lei..LET'S ALLLLLLLLL GO..last day of sch rem ar..let's all go squeeze into a neoprint machine =D
went to Far East to clown a while for a while after tat..MY SLIPPER BROKE ok!!! so I was walking around with a slipper only on ONE FOOT! so MALU ok..haha..such things only happen to me eek >.< some witch doctor hates me! but it was funny la..I was laughing away..hurriedly bought a pair from Mondo..I didn't really like it la..more if WJ's kind..haha..looks like a top tat she has..cost me $21!!!! but I was desperate la..I'm so broke now!
let's end tis post with a classic statement of the day..
"eh..how come the Pepsi tastes so funny one............."
me: "(inserts short pause..or rather..u can call it a stun)...................ermmmmm..cos it's 7-Up"
lol. wad's tat word again? the 5 letter word describing an airhead tat ends with an 'O'?
oh..
*imbo..HAHA..! winks..
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
sigh.
my happiness just faded away in 5 secs.
another emo moment?
I hope so.
or maybe I should just disappear.
let's just say I saw it coming.
but I chose to feign ignorance. Tuesday, January 23, 2007
tis post is taken from the world's biggest bitch.
http://justbree.spaces.live.com/blog/
January 22
Lovely Life :)
Everything's great finally!!!
Gave my baby girl (my car) a bath today and she's all sparkly and beautiful!!
Heard some bitch who screwed us over for projects get scolded by ziggy today and got chased out of the room (ok, dun wanna be mean, but some people are worse than dogs and deserve to rot in hell)
nobody screwed her for projects..she screwed herself up by not doing ANYTHING for EVERY module..n Amruta is such a sweet person n a fantastic fren..I mean tis semester they already didn't wanna work with u..but they decided to give u chance..n they even TOLD u abt it..n u agreed to do ur share of work..but YOU DIDN'T KEEP UR MOTHEREFFING WORD!!!! so if she's a bitch..WAD ARE U? worse than a dog? dogs are so cute come on..please dun insult all the dogs worldwide..u belong in the bowels of hell ok Brina..for ALLLLLLLLLLL the freaking LIES tat u have told us....ur IMC group..ur WISP group..ur PR group..ur ADVERTISING group..ur MASINA..ur MEDLAW..u lied to everyone wad..can't believe we actually helped u pass Year 2 just to get such crap from u..CONSCIENCELESS BITCH. make use of ppl n now just cos there's another bunch of bitches with u can start barking loudly again. n about the dun wanna be mean part..tat's the greatest joke I've ever heard. everybody knows u r MEAN by NATURE. in fact I tink u were BORN MEAN. we have NEVER heard u say ANYTHING nice about ANYONE. always "tis girl so ugly..wtf is tis person wearing she's so fat..or business students are so stupid..tis person's English so horrible shouldn't be allowed to speak"..ya la u're the best la hur? playboy bunny pinup girl.. (: the new HAWTNESS la u..everyone will use it for dart throwing practice..u're so nasty u shouldn't even be SEEN
Almost all my projects are cleared.
cleared just becos u brought ur mama down again or u would have been EXPELLED long ago. DUH. if u printed out all ur warning letters n debarment letters n bind it up u will get an cambridge worthy ENCYCLOPEDIA ok..even our Medlaw teacher..Sabnani called u a phantom cos u're bareeeeeee-ly around..y dun u just BUY urself a degree since u're so rich. I bet u haven't learnt anything in school at all.
Met up with ADIL!!!!
*claps..ur "best fren" tat u always told us abt..
hmmm... life is great when you have someone really sucky to hate.
Waiyi says she'll make sure they get what's coming to them. I can't wait!
wad..send ppl to bash us up???? or try snatch our bfs? some things u wanna give away free also nobody wants lei..I can't wait to see u try to do anything to us.
OH COME ON. ur frens will disappear the moment u're in trouble. u're just too stupid to see it.
Oh, well...
Violet, Waiyi, Pravin, Adil, Jason... my Darling Jimeis, PAm, Qi, Vam... Thanks for all the times and for knowing how to be a good friend.
yes. ur darling Jiemies again. famous story. when u were upset where were they? who were the ones comforting u? wow if knowing how to be a good fren to u means telling u wadever u wanna hear n amusing u when u need it..suit urself
Why should i be bothered about some bitches who dont deserve my time when i have so many other people who care?
the ENTIRE mass comm hates u..seriously EVERYONE..y do u fail to see tat u r a horrible person n u should change?
haha. pictures of my baby girl soon!! too busy to take pictures for her.
oh, and there are only 3 types of people who hate me:
people who have issues with themselves
people who have issues with the world
people who are jealous.
yes..so our entire cohort has issues ah..not YOU ah..I SEE..lol..u're seriously myopic..
JEALOUS? I must be seeing things. yeah those ppl who are in need of cellulite might be jealous of u. cos u have an excess of it. haha let's see..y would anyone be jealous of u? u have no looks..no character..lousy personality..u're a terrible friend..u're not even nice..there's nothing for anybody to like..
Guys are not blind, if u keep getting screwed over and cheated on by them.. it just means they see what a bitch you are :)
wow. u're referring to urself eh.
dont be a fucking dog and crawl back to them. have more dignity and pride, for the goodness sake!
lolololllllllllllllllllllllllllll..den u must have the least dignity n pride out of everyone in the world la huh..
Hahaha. okok, shall not waste my beautiful life talking about some useless sluts.
go and take my baby girl for a spin now! ta-ta!! :)
(: yessssssssss..beautiful life u have..I'm surprised u haven't named ur baby girl "Princess Ding-a-Ling" or some other stupid name..u're too fat to act cutesy..get a life u broad..we're sluts? who's the one who goes around wearing BLOUSES as DRESSES..n skirts tat dun even cover her ass..n tops tat have half her boobs hanging out..BUY A MIRROR LEI..or do they crack the moment u look into it? do u know our schoolmates actually place bets on wad colour ur underwear is or not? or when they place bets on soccer matches n lose they blame it on u for flashing n giving them bad luck? hahaha..
dunno y some ppl are just lidat..can't u just admit tat u're wrong? can't u see tat u're childish? maybe we just want u to be better? we just want u to do ur work? can't u accept criticism? y can't u use ur brain n tink..so wad if u have money..it's ur MOM'S..not urs..she's capable..NOT YOU.u really didn't do ur part of the project..so just BUCK UP!! simple as tat..just DO YOUR WORK n everyone will be HAPPY! it's tat EASY..but u choose to say we're bitches..etc etc..the whole world is against u..u're so poor thing..y is everyone so mean to poor lil Brina..honestly..u're pathetic..
sorry to come off really vicious here..but tis person is the MAD DOG OF MASS COMM N WHOLE OF NGEE ANN POLY..kena bitten by her will get rabies one..
*throws salt over shoulder.. Monday, January 22, 2007
BAD MOOD. long time since I've been in such a foul mood. zzz.
I just need to rant.
1. my stomach has been seriously hurting for the entire day. so painful I felt like fainting in the bathroom
2. nausea.
3. I need to write 10 news articles for Radio tmr
4. T-Line test tmr when we only had..20 mins worth of lesson on it? joke.
5. I need to lug a 3.5 kg laptop to school tmr. N it's barely functioning. lags like hell n many keys can't be pressed. congrats.
6. I end at 10 pm tmr.
7. I'm freaking tired and hungry.
8. SOMEONE did NOT turn up for WISP AGAIN today. she only turned up for the presentation last week in order to ensure tat she gets marks. UNFAIR UNFAIR. n she's missed about FIVE lessons and ALL OUR MEETINGS.
9. Radio talkshow test tmr. 30 mins. best part. I haven't got an interview. I'm going to effing fail.
10. Lum XiangRong said "HURRY UP HURRY UP HURRY UP can I off the lights now?" to me in the darkroom at 10 sec intervals for 10 mins. successfully made everyone in the darkroom pissed off with him.
11. my bag SPOILED!!! bloody Fila. so lousy.
holy hell.
n to YOU:
ok so u tink u're great. u're fantastic. whutever ok. but u're in no position to PUT ME DOWN. n tell me stuff like I'm not worth it n I'm not loyal etc etc. I have no idea WADS ur problem n why the HECK u're so judgemental, opinionated, chauvinistic n so MISGUIDED tat u tink wadever u say is CORRECT. "tat's the way..it's lidat UNIVERSALLY.." right. so u r always right n everyone is always wrong. great. so tell me why do so many ppl dislike u? I've always defended u to other ppl but now I'm beginning to see WHY. if I weren't nice in the first place den WHY did u stay with me for 17 months? n just becos I said I dun wanna be with u right away u tell me I OWE U MONEY.
OH COME ON.
in tat case u owe me MUCH MUCH MORE. for all the times when I cried until all my energy was spent. for the occasions I spent travelling to n fro to ur house which takes TWO HOURS. practically almost EVERYDAY. WAITING HOURS for u when u can't even wait FIVE FREAKING MINUTES for me. sacrificing my sleep just to accompany u. reassure u constantly tat u were all I ever needed.
n u wanna count money? CAB FARE from ur place back home. $18+ per trip. almost FOUR times a week. cos I stayed so late just to spend 1-2 hours more with u.
$18 x 4 = $72 per week
$72 x 4 = $288 per month
$288 x 17 = $4896 for the time tat we were together
SO ARE YOU GOING TO PAY ME TAT AMOUNT? if not..SHUTUP. childish n ungentlemanly.
I willingly did all tat n barely even complained. BUT YOU DIDN'T APPRECIATE IT AT TAT TIME. SO WHO ARE YOU NOW TO TELL ME TAT I'M NOT WORTH ANYTHING. FUCK THAT.
who did ur homework for u while u went to game? ME
who cheered u up when u were down? ME
who takes notes for u? ME
who reminds u of ur schedule? ME
who sits there for ages n ages waiting for u? ME
who buys u stuff just to surprise u? ALSO ME
who tolerates ur foul temper? ME
who listens to everything u say? STUPID ME
I bought u slippers when I saw urs were spoiling..bought u a new gaming mouse cos urs was dying..ordered WC3 battlechest for u cos I saw how much u wanted it..gave u my spectacles cos u needed it..bought the more expensive camera n let u have the cheaper one cos u couldn't afford it..bought u the tie u wanted n went all the way back to school cos I saw how much u liked it..gave up ALL MY TIME..frens n family cos of YOU.
yet it was never enough.
n u DARE tell me I LET YOU DOWN.
YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING.
the times when my mom was screaming at me. I called u hoping just to hear a nice word but I get scolded by u instead. the times when I call u just to chat. but u're playing ur effing game. get shouted n growled at instead. the times when I WAS BUSY AT WORK N I REALLY COULDN'T KNOCK OFF EARLY. instead of being understanding u tell me tat nothing is more important than YOU even if it means failing attachment n I should just get my ass fired instead. the times when I was sooooooooo super tired. you got angry with me FOR FALLING ASLEEP.
in fact u get angry with me over EVERYTHING DAMNED THING.
so it's MY FAULT tat I just CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE?
so u dun have a conscience. YOU ARE GOD OK. I SUCK OK? NVM. get urself a gf who can do such stuff for u n tolerate all the HEARTACHE tat u put me through.
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*The Terminal is such a sweet n poignant show..I felt hot tears burning at the back of my eyes several times throughout the movie..super super nice n touching..
it tugged at my heartstrings.. Thursday, January 18, 2007
it's because I trust ppl so much tat's y I can't forgive them when they do me any wrong..
I dunno if it's good..
I dunno if it's bad..
maybe it's stupid to trust ppl so wholeheartedly..
sometimes I wish I wasn't like that..wish I were more cautious..wish I wasn't so stupidly trusting..zzz..ppl have told me b4..but I just can't help the way I am..I just like to see the goodness in ppl..but most of the time when I find out wad they're really like..it's just.....too late..
but I guess..if I really trust everyone 100% n they do me wrong..it's not my fault
so why do I feel like shit? haiz..seriously..ignorance is bliss
I hope no one proves me wrong..I dun wanna be hurt
I will just continue trusting..n hope tat ppl won't take advantage..
PLEASE..have a conscience..I treat everyone the way I want to be treated..I'm nice to others becos I hope ppl will be nice to me..so DON'T take advantage of me
UNDERSTAND THIS FACT..
maybe it's not a big deal to u..maybe it isn't really a big deal at all..but some things..just don't feel good..
put urself in my shoes..HOW WOULD U FEEL IF U WERE ME?????
I should just force myself not to feel
stupid stupid stupid..STUPID FEL Wednesday, January 17, 2007
wah..I haven't blogged for ages! been so busy with schoolwork..sleeping at 3+ 4 am everyday! so exhausting..
I shall blog abt wad I did at Wanjune's house during my sleepover on Fri n Sat..
the joker couldn't find her nice vcds! so we had limited choice..we watched..The Village..n it was around 1+..I kept nodding off..haha..she didn't seem to realise..dunno y I was just unable to keep my eyes open at tat time..after the show..we continued..or rather..I continued binging away..ate Chilli Crab noodles..DOPE! n a packet of Nata de Coco lychee flavoured..wahhhh so nice..n after tat I was awake..haha..we surfed friendster for a few hours..lol..using HER account..becos she is such a pink panther..she views people anonymously!!! =PpP cos she always views cute guys..so she is afraid tat they will find out..hahaha..n I'm not saying tat viewing anonymously isn't ok..I'm just personal attacking her..HEHE..
decided to go to sleep at around 5+..we lay down..n continued chatting n chatting until we zonked out..wahhhhhhhh..her bed is super comfy lei..the cushion..so nice to hug!!!! =D I woke at 11..n turned to see the pig still snoozing..haha..she only woke..when my hp rang..thanks to someone..who goes by the surname Koh =P
den we decided to see how I'd look like with permed hair..so she curled it for me..n though she insisted tat it's nice..I didn't like it lei! makes me look old!!!
we were so so so hungry..we decided to go to Hong Kong Cafe! we started getting ready at..1.30 but I tink we were only ready at around 4+..omg haha..
we went to the one at Marina..we ordered some noodles each..n we were soooooo tempted to buy the French Toast! it was calling our name la..goodness..but we ordered the Mango Ice with condensed milk instead..haha..damn stupid ok..cos I was telling her I wanted to eat it..n she reminded me of my diet..but I held the menu n waved it in front of her face..her next sentence..
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"ok fel ur diet starts tmr right.."
LOL!! the thing was ginormous la..everyone was staring at us..but it tasted so so so so so heavenly..but the weather was cold! when we were 1/2 thru it we started shivering..I couldn't feed myself properly with the spoon n she couldn't sms....haha..
WHOO!!
n of cos when both of us are around..there's bound to be retarded pics..
look at the poser!! lol..
damn it hahaha!
Sunday
met up with Wanjune again..I saw her for 7 days last week ok -_- omg can't believe it..I didn't get afflicted with her insanity.. =PpP
she accompanied me to take pics for Photojourn! thankyouthankyoumanymany..I was quite irritated tat day cos it was raining..but no choice..no other day to shoot pics already! poor us..standing in the rain with a stupid heavy camera..my hands were aching after tat..we walked around Ann Siang road n dunno where for about 2+ hours....she was so nice to accompany me la..I mean..doing nothing n just walking around in the rain somemore..after I was done..we were HUNGRY as usual..there was a 7-11 n she said she wanted to eat cup noodles..n of cos..I can't be left out either so both of us ate Chilli Crab noodles..again >.< n I had hot chocolate! by then it was just 5+..n WJ had an *ahem..cough cough..dinner with a "fren" at 7+..our INITIAL plan was to go to China Square Central to sit down..but we ended up spending more than an hour choosing sunglasses..I was fast ok..pink sunglasses! $10..so cheap la..but she ar..tried on pair after pair after pair..even got me to try them on so tat she could see..got a pair of grey ones..after paying..we went to the toilet to try..n she decided tat she didn't like it..so we went back to change..she spoilt a pair ok! so unglam tsk tsk..the lens popped out..haha..she eventually settled for a pinkish yellow pair a la Paris Hilton..
>.< I know I look ridiculous! shadduppppppp =D
Monday
I was LATE..so I decided to skip morning class n just go for the afternoon one..spent the afternoon developing my negatives..went to Bugis after tat..had Kim Chi soup which made my stomach )%*$ dunno y..I have a love hate relationship with such food..I just love spicy sweet n sour stuff but my stomach will feel super funny after tat..boohoo..went to play LAN..bleah..got a new wallet! finally..so happy..yay..thankkkks! (:
WJ could have gone to school together with me..but she had to meet her "fren" becos he left his brolly with her by mistake..HAHAHA..as I was saying..OH COME ON..wad an excuse to meet =PpP WHAAHHAHAHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tuesday
super effing long day..10 am to 10.45 pm..WJ waited for me just so we could take the train back together..
*)#*#^! Tuesdays man..
Wed
went to school for a 45 min lesson..wanted to skip it but..Medlaw..important! Sam n I were wearing the same colour! fun fun..green n black..the vainpot was wearing GREEN EYESHADOW ok! for her beloved "rubbertape"..QUOTE SHAZANA: "WHY RUBBERTAPE???? SOUNDS LIKE A CONDOM LA!" hahaha..oh well tat's Samantha for u..went for lunch with Jenny..Sammie..June..Sarah n Rong..at SIM canteen..omg I HATE tat place..it stinks..n it makes u stink as well..had Chicken Teriyaki Don..the stupid vendor was flirting with June lorh..she was saying tat her pants were a lil loose..n he was asking her if she needed some rope..ZZZZZZZ..so unfunny lorh..like HELLO..WHO'S TALKING TO YOU?? n Jenny is soooooooooooo boycrazy! I never knew..haha..she kept squealing tat tis guy n tat guy is cute..TSK TSK..scandalous..nobody agreed with her ok..haha..at least..some of us are sane..
went for a haircut after tat..I..Look..Like..A..Dawggggg.. Saturday, January 13, 2007
I'm blogging at WJ's house! dunno y so many ppl tink we're les! NOOOOOOO..we're just having nice CLEAN fun ok! boo..
I was super late for school today..dunno y I even bothered to go..lecture was at 3..I reached at......3.45? n they ended at 4..WAH..rain n rain n rain..I met an earthworm on the way to school..it was GIGANTIC..I almost cried..I hate worms @_@
went to Bedok 85 with a bunch of the nicest ppl ever =D Emo emo..Samapi Sabnani..Shazanna how to spell her name..n of cos..WJ -_- she lost her voice at O Bar! lol..seems like O Bar has some suspicious disease tat makes one lose their voice..so I've been having fun insulting her cos she can't scold me back *BEAMS..hehe..tat's divine retribution for u =PpP for laughing at me when I lost my voice..HEE..
wow..we ate hell lots..
- 2 big fat juicy slabs of sambal stingray..
- sambal kangkong
- satay
- hotplate tofu
- peanut soup
- ba chor mee
our meal cost about..$48? split between 5 ppl..less than $10 each! wow not bad considering the amount of food tat we ate la..the whole table was filled..sinful! we're planning to go somewhere again next week..hehe..introduce Emo to new few..first time she tried peanut soup today n she loved it..whee..
after tat we went back to Bedok interchange..n we decided..to let her try the Chwee Kueh! n so we ate again -_- omgomg..
we went to NTUC to pick up some groceries..
haha n so now I'm at her place..eating n eating..I had supper....like goodness we're eating again..her dad bought Fatty Weng bee hoon! so yummy..n I just ate Grape jam marshmellows..n another Chilli Crab cup noodles..n I'm halfway thru my packet of nata de coco..
my gawd..I'm growing fat..my new year resolution..NO MORE JUNK OK!! ppl pls help me!!! I'm on a quest..I'm putting on weight lei..CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT! NO MOREEEEEEEEEEE..dun give me mudpies anymore no matter how I beg ok! for like 2 weeks la =x I can't last tat long one haha..
wah when I was bathing halfway the water suddenly became icy cold..n it was raining! >.<
off to watch tv..ta! (: I feel like I’m bursting.. Thursday, January 11, 2007
hi bloggie! I'm backkkkkkk..
been too busy with work for the past few days to blog..n I can't really remember wad happened =x DIE..symptoms of aging.. @_@
it's Friday already! so good..whoo..n I tot I was just having Monday blues a while ago..
oh I had the lamest conversation with Tan Wanjun..now known as bag of bones..
wad I said abt her new polka dotted top..
"eh..looks like wad u wore yesterday.."
her kuku response..only blockheads like her make such errors HAHA..
"WHUT! I did not wear a top yesterday ok.."
n of cos..tat sent me into fits of uncontrollable laughter..I tink the everyone on the train was looking at me..
n here's the winner of all..cos she was grumbling abt her body aching cos she went for NAPFA..
n of cos I asked..how many situps did u do..why so pain..
-_____________________- get ready for the killer reply..
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LOL..
"3.."
HAHAHA..I got nothing to say..
n being a very nice person =D I helped her to rub her *ahem..bony shoulders..
"wahhhhhhhh..so shiokkkkk lei..how u know where's the spot ar..tat's the right spot lorh..wahhhh..if harder a bit.."
n on it went..with "so shiok so shiok"..
lol..now we know..WJ..or bag of bones as we all now know her..is obscene..
tmr at her house =D yayness..haha cos with all her rubbish n nonsense stuff tat she comes up with..she's like..the closest to being a sister..HAHA..WJ dun bhb after seeing tis ok..
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I had a mudpie today..big apple mudpie..)!**%*! the thing is so addictive..I wonder if there's such a thing as obsessive mudpie syndrome..I tink abt it 75% of the time..LOL..
I spent like..$50 today..asdasdasdasfasfas..half of it..went to an umbrella..dayum! when I dun bring a brolly it pours..when I bring..it's hot..the weatherman hates me I swear..n so I had to buy a brolly..n I decided to invest in a pretty one..it's pink! pretty (: n I got hp accessories n a necklace..AHA..
today was funny..HEE..
shall update again after my weekend..Bedok 85 look out! =D Monday, January 08, 2007
I haven't updated in a few days! didn't have the time or the energy..
my weekend was good la..but it went by too fast! Double-O on Sat was fun! ahhhhhhhhhh so fun la WJ.. =D going to ur house n everything is always..girlie fun! mixing eye shadow colours n playing with glitter n everything..WAHHHHHHHHH..I wish I had a sister! wah we both wore tis top..same cut but in diff colours..I swear I won't wear anything lidat again..I felt so insecure lorh..though it's pretty la..but it felt like it was abt to drop anytime..tsk..no no no..n beer tastes godAWFUL..I'm so not touching it again..study break we're all gonna go ok..AMRUTA..SAM..LEE LING..MABS..NO ESCAPING ANYMORE OK!
n my Sunday was spent..walking in the sweltering heat at Chinatown taking pix for Photojourn..wah..my modules are SO SCREWED LORH! boo..thanks for going with me =D
went to Cine for dinner..Emo..Mabs..WJ n I ate from the same stall!! Korean food..yummy..kimchi is nice! we were trying to save money la..ate at food court..but den I spoiled it all by going to NYDC n finishing up an entire Cookie Monster dunno wad smth lidat la huh..mudpie..double chocolate..oreo cookie crust n everything..WHOOOOOOOOOOOO..$11.50 I could eat tat all day..in fact I hope I dream abt mudpie tonight..yums..
the upcoming week seems so busy..NAPFA !)*)*^ tis is nonsense..
can't wait for weekend..sleepover at WJ's house on Fri =D whooooooooooo!
I'm so tired..but I dunno y I nv like sleeping early..haha weird..
I miss you <3 Friday, January 05, 2007
I want Donut Factory..I want marshmellows..I want Ben n Jerry's..Anderson's..Gelare..Fried Mars Bars..Beard Papa..I want I want I want!!!! so sinfullllllllllllllllllllll..walking around the basement of Raffles City is always a bad idea..PLACE OF SIN!!
went towning with Sam n June today..spent like a bomb..bought myself a dress..shades..belt..n erm -__- ha..everything cost about $84..
I dunno why but I just feel so........................down..
haiz..am I very hard to please? Tuesday, January 02, 2007
hmm..I realised all my frens have been blogging stuff tat happened in the past year..I tink I shall too! since I have nth to do anyway..but I dun really like tinking back abt stuff tat has happened..makes me feel so................emo..
stuff tat happened in 2006
- discovered the greatness of dota haha!
- joined a clan n made a great bunch of frens..everyday without fail all of us will be griping together online..almost like a family la!
- completed year 2 surprisingly..I tot I was going to fail everything..especially Media Management..wth equity n stuff lidat????? year 1 was the best la..but I met equally great ppl in year 2 =D luckily..
- drifted away from many frens.. -___-" thank god I tink I've rectified tat situation..nv gonna let tat happen again..
- internship at Biosensors..made me realise how much I hated calling strangers! n initially I was soooooooo shy I didn't speak to anyone else except those in my dept n I couldn't look at them in the eye la..I tink I'm mad..but I miss my sups so badly..they are the NICEST ADULTS I've ever met! my officer was strict la..but really..my dept was FREE FROM OFFICE POLITICS! can tell they really love each other..n they were so sweet to me..they didn't even scold me once though I made mistakes.. =D LOVE..omg I feel like crying..Tina..Jane..Chee Mun & Nic..thanks!
- quarrelled with 3 biggest fakes I've ever had the misfortune to come across..I swear a witch doctor hates me..hope I nv have to come across them in my life again..Melboobs..Sarah n Brina
- World Cup! I loveddddddddd World Cup..I cried when Brazil got knocked out la -_-
- crazy experiences with Jian Liang..biggest kid ever..nv seen a guy who keeps showing attitude to EVERYONE..kept throwing tantrums at me..dunno y I tolerated his nonsense though he meant nth to me..he tinks money can buy love..zz..insult to ppl all over the world..I mean he did really stupid stuff n expected everything to be ok just becos he said sorry..big deal..he still tinks he's the coolest thing ever..but whutever..explains y he's still single..(not by choice) since 15..
- came to the realisation tat I'm not willing to change the way I am..if u love me u'd accept me..flaws n all
- year 3..absolute bitch..I hate my modules..but it's gonna be over soon..n honesly I'm really scared for the future..
- lost
- did wad I always wanted to do..get bright red hair!
wishlist for 2007
- I will........be a better person! hahaha..tat's wad I always say but I dun tink it happens
- save money! yea right
- I will cherish ppl more! bro n grandparents!
- learn all the languages tat I always wanted to
- graduate well
- GET A NEW COMP
ok my brain suddenly just stopped working..
I slept for 7 hours n still my eyes r just SO TIRED..I feel as if I haven't slept in weeks..I hate tis feeling! I did all sorts of things tat I could tink of..cucumber pads..eye wash..eye drops..cold compresses..but it's not really helping much..I need to stop bawling my eyes out already..PAINFUL..
n my stupid eczema is acting up again! the woman at the pharmacy refused to sell my cream to me cos she says there's lotsa steroids in it..not good for long term use..but tt's wad the doctor has been giving me ma!!!!! =( just tt I dowan to pay for consultation tis time round..$200++ for like..3 mins lei -_____-" which bank should I rob hur..
Wanjune called in the morning..YAY! accompanying her to town after class tmr cos she has some stuff to do..planning to go to my grandma's house after tat for a while..I miss her loads! I love my gramps!!!! (:
WHEE..
tmr's Wed already..short week! Monday, January 01, 2007
it's the first day of new year..n someone decided to pay me a visit..
CRAMPS.....zzzzzz @_@
I can't get to sleep..dunno how is tat possible after drinking so much alcohol..weird!!!
went to Double O last night..cover charge was so expensive!!!! $30 O_O after not touching alcohol for so long I happily drank myself under the table..3 tequila shots..1 tequila pop..n the one which did me in..I DRANK A BACARDI 151..wad a mistake..I was like..instantly high..whahahaaaaaaaa..now I can't even remember wad I did last night..DAYUMMM!!! I only recall shaking someone's hand when it was 12..haha..my bf said I annoyed some ppl by refusing to shake their hands n hiding behind him..LOL! wad was I doing????????
dunno wad happened after tat..just knew tat I couldn't walk properly..n everything was swimming b4 my eyes..tink I almost fell down the stairs..omg! n I threw up..OMG YUCKSSSSSSS..!!!!! sorry to the bf who had to look after me..WASTEDDDDDDD..heh..but I tink he enjoyed it actually -________- cos he was laughing away like some maniac..ya la I was totally unglam la..I WILL GET U DRUNK SOMEDAY OK! n I tink I was scolding vulgarities too..haha..couldn't control my mouth darn..sorry dear didn't mean it..I tink =PpP but he cussed at me too..cos he said tat's the only time he gets to do tat..WHAHA..
luckily no hangover..
HAPPY 2007! YAYYYYYYYYYY.. =D
