Saturday, January 27, 2007
caught Ghost Tunnel last night..omggggggg..never again ok! Shalyn has guts of steel la tat girl..say not scary..I should have believed Sam instead! I almost cried in the theatre la! n half the time I was hiding n jumping n doing all sorts of weird things..the MUSIC was so EERIE..zzz..n then I CRIED outside the cinema..delayed reaction..I didn't dare to go home after tat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got woken up by my aunt tis morning..was feeling damn angsty..but I another B1 was entertaining me on msn so I feel much better than I was just now..haha..thanks lynnie!
walao..I've been awoken for 2 days already lei! slept at 5+ on Fri..mom woke me at 9..^&*#! today also same thing..slept at 5+ n aunt woke me at 10+ zzzzzzzz..TIRED! GRUMPY! n my aunt keeps touching my stuff! I dun understand why! it's MY ROOM! why do u care where I place my comics..n more irritating..she keeps nagging at me about religion..no not NAG..but FORCE..she keeps forcing me to pray..GO AWAY ALREADY! n she insulted my grandma..URGHHHHHH..my head is hurting..I HATE IT! y must she take a jibe at my grandma..I'M SO ANGRY! my grandma is so nice damn u! I dun like ppl like tat..DISAPPEAR PLS..mental note to self..she's here every sunday morning so I have to get out b4 she comes n drives me nuts every week..somemore tell me reunion dinner this date that date..so many reunion dinners for WHUT! there's no meaning at all lei..I mean..LOOK AT MY FAMILY..does having a nice meal salvage anything? NO..SO EAT FOR FFFFFFFFF?!?!?! I mean I really dun see the point la..if things are like that..eating together is just..doing something for the sake of doing it..
I'm dead depressed lei..y is my family so skrewed hur =( my mom is always nowhere to be found..always at someone else's house..she leaves me with no money no food no nothing..HAIZ..n my dad has to fetch her around..he can't even go do his work..I mean..he has to watch her when she's swimming at my godma's condo..WHUT??????? n she gets angry when my brother's tuition messes up her visits to my godma's place..HELLO..wad's more important? n are ur children HERE or THERE? u're nv here for us..SIANZ..was trying to talk to her last night..but she didn't even hear 1/10th of it..damn annoying..
home is a terrible place without love -_-" I WANT OUT!