Thursday, January 18, 2007
it's because I trust ppl so much tat's y I can't forgive them when they do me any wrong..
I dunno if it's good..
I dunno if it's bad..
maybe it's stupid to trust ppl so wholeheartedly..
sometimes I wish I wasn't like that..wish I were more cautious..wish I wasn't so stupidly trusting..zzz..ppl have told me b4..but I just can't help the way I am..I just like to see the goodness in ppl..but most of the time when I find out wad they're really like..it's just.....too late..
but I guess..if I really trust everyone 100% n they do me wrong..it's not my fault
so why do I feel like shit? haiz..seriously..ignorance is bliss
I hope no one proves me wrong..I dun wanna be hurt
I will just continue trusting..n hope tat ppl won't take advantage..
PLEASE..have a conscience..I treat everyone the way I want to be treated..I'm nice to others becos I hope ppl will be nice to me..so DON'T take advantage of me
UNDERSTAND THIS FACT..
maybe it's not a big deal to u..maybe it isn't really a big deal at all..but some things..just don't feel good..
put urself in my shoes..HOW WOULD U FEEL IF U WERE ME?????
I should just force myself not to feel
stupid stupid stupid..STUPID FEL