//The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight_______*
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
after staring at the the pic with WJ holding 2 sets of cutlery..n suddenly I thought of..
meet KADABRA! a psychic pokemon..height: 1.3m..weight 56.5kg
more details for those who dunno (mainly WJ):
Kadabra (ユンゲラー, Yungerā, Yungerer in original Japanese language versions) is one of 493 fictional species of Pokémon in the Pokemon franchise. Kadabra's name is derived from the magician's parlance term, abracadabra. The Japanese name Yungerer is a reference to psychic Uri Gellar, doubly so because of the spoon it always holds.
Kadabra is a strong psychic pokémon that owes much of its power to the alpha waves it emits from its body at all times. These alpha waves are affected by Kadabra's current mental state - if it has a headache, the waves change. The psychic power it gives off can also trigger off headaches to nearby humans. (hmmm..explains why I get headaches so often ar WJ)
Kadabra is vaguely fox-like in appearance. It stands on two legs and always holds a silver spoon. (lol..WJ the "hu li"..oh yeah can imagine..n yea she stands on 2 legs..n the silver spoon?)
LOL!!!!! look at the SPOONS y'all! n the look on her face..hahaha..it is now officially known as THE LOOK when u are trying to emit ALPHA WAVES!
but look closely..she is holding 2 spoons! so she is NOT Kadabra..she is in fact..
ALAKAZAM! evolved form of Kadabra! height 1.5m..weight 48kg (sia la WJ why u lose weight)
Alakazam is vaguely fox-like in appearance, although it loses the thick tail it once possessed as Kadabra. It stands on two legs and always holds two silver spoons. Its muscles are far underdeveloped, so Alakazam uses its psychic powers to move parts of its body. This makes Alakazam's frail body its weakness. (frail body??????? lol cough cough)
so I guess u see the resemblance..
n now for a very intelligent conversation with hers truly..
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: okaye continue blogging
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: pls put something nice
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: if not u will see dead fishes
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: in ur fish soup tml
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? says: HAHA
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? says: u mean u expect to see live fish?
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: -_-"
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: SHIT U
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: HAHAHHA
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? says: WHOO
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: I am trying to bluff u
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: chey
--------------> This is called the "damage control part"
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? says: sheer brillance
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: so it proves ure half as intellectual
Wanjun I think I am, B2! says: as wanjun
------------> n this is what we usually call the "trying to save face part"
HEHEHE..I tink I'm so dead lol..XD goodnight!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
11:15 P.M.
=( is it better to know or not to know? ignorance is bliss. maybe I'm not good enough maybe I'm lacking somewhere maybe maybe maybe. maybe I ask for too much. but I just ask to be loved the way I love.
GOD, WAD IS WRONG WITH ME???????
why why why why why WHY
caring is really tiring. I feel tired I feel confused I feel stupid I feel devastated my eyes hurt like hell
I give up on this very complicated feeling which is not meant for me at all. Someone tell me. Whut is love???????????????
first things first..happy 3 months darling! love u XD
went to dye my hair on Friday..so sad..I like red hair! the lady offered me some hair treatment which would make my hair flaming red again..but I tot of the many ppl who will kill me if I did SOB..so it was just a choice between black or brown..I chose black cos she said brown can't cover the red..I DUN LIKE!!!
=( b4 I left the house!
n now..BOO..look like a ghost!
went to WJ's house after tat where she had a good laugh over it.. >.< met the bf after tat for the usual..lan gaming n hanging out until the wee hours of the morning..hee a good part of Saturday was spent in an unmoving state -_- cos I slept until 3! sooooooooo many missed calls! goodness..I just slept thru everything..supposed to go to my granduncle's wake..waited for my bro to come home..waited till 9.30 n I decided to go out..
guess who was wearing a T-shirt with those words? I was rendered speechless for a moment..haha..damn BHB larh~~
Sunday..went to granduncle's wake in the morning..his picture was really beautiful..kinda sad la..not very close but..I'll always remember him..
went home around 2+..Sam came to my place..haha..she did funny stuff to my comp while I was bathing n getting ready to go out..basket..she changed my desktop pic n msn pic to fugly pics of me courtesy of WJ..WJ dun u DARE ask me why I post unglam pics of u ar -_-" dammit!
met WJ after tat n we went Chinatown! had stingray n kangkong for dinner..yummy! plus tangyuan for dessert..den we went Kbox! it was the CRAZIEST session we ever had..we started out alright..singing normally n everything but as time went by..we got higher n higher over wad I also dunno..n started screaming n screeching n dancing n jumping all over the place..WJ n I did ridiculous things..took videos..n since the digicam belonged to Sam dearest..the owner didn't take any silly pics of herself! pui..one day I will get a digicam n record u back Sammo! U can't hide forever! n tat WJ took pictures of my rear end wtf!! I know u're so in love with me but u dun need to do tat XD post it up n u're DEAD..oh n AMRUTA JOSHI! join us for kbox! I swear u will like it! it's FUNNNNNNN..ahhaha..I picked so many stupid songs it was SO FUN to sing ok..like Sexbomb >.< Love Potion No.9 etc etc..haha..retarded! n it was CHEAP! we sang from 8 till 2+..for only $14 each..YAY! fun fun..
I am deep in thought while WJ is just............plain hungry hahaha..one person using 2 sets of cutlery =/
look at Sam's winning smile hahaha..she looks like she's in sheer bliss..of cos la..WJ on one side n me on the other =PpP
S.H.E Superstar - pardon the screeching >.<
David Tao & Jolin Tsai Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo part 1 - oops..we bumped our heads..haha..
part 2 - ah!!!
My Heart Will Go On - =/ omgomgomg!
Tubthumping
lol..no more reputation
Friday, February 23, 2007
I feel dizzy n nauseous! =( noooooooooooooo!!!
but anyways..today was fun! met Samanthapi (sounds like a pokemon right) at Somerset at erm..hmm..3+ though we were supposed to meet at 1..haha..kept pushing back the time cos I was slow..@@ but nvm WJ was SLOWER! while waiting for her grand entrance we walked around first..n I couldn't control myself..I got another ear piercing -_-" shizz..dragged Sam to Blossomz..got myself a skirt there..while she bought a pair of pretty shorts! XD we didn't have the discount card cos WJ wasn't around but ah..always go there so often the salesgirl said.."it doesn't matter I remember the card number already..u were here 2 days ago"..omgwtfbbqchickenwing HAHAHAHA..Sam the traitor den proceeded to apologise to her saying "I'm sorry but my fren is CRAZY"..so bad right!
we were starving to death by den so I called the latecomer XD who was STILL at her house mrt..so we went to HK Cafe first..n ordered a pile of food..
almost killed ourselves eating..hahaha..den finally WJ graced us with her appearance..tsk..those 2 ar..made so much noise arguing n debating n slamming the table..Fel just shook her head n continued eating..hahaha..neutral party =PpP
went shopping after tat! so fun..those 2 long legged creatures bullied me! walao they walked damn fast n left me behind lorh =( some frens sob..despite my many protests n telling them to slow down..basket lorh..their 1 stride = 3 steps for me lorh..
went to Far East..PLACE OF SIN as usual..we went to Mystiz where the salegirl remembered us >.<
wahhhhhhhhhh a lot of damage done..
WJ abandoned us tis time round halfway to meet her newfound frens! haha..the lameass..hehe..tried to console us by saying tat if her frens n us fell into the sea she will save us first..SO COMFORTING AH WJ!
=( I'm going to change my hair colour soon! so sad..I'm gonna miss having red hair! it's so fun u know..so how ppl? I can't decide..BLACK OR BROWN?!?!?!?!?! HELP MEEEEEEEE!
wah I'm scared I do smth stupid to my hair like cut some outlandish hairstyle@@ I just can't help it I like trying new stuff! omgomgomgomgomg..I wanna cut a mohawk =/ but I tink firstly my frens will die of shock n my family will disown me..n I'll be unemployed for the next few months or so..kua kua
SELF CONTROL! oh no..
feet so tired..walked for so long! throat also tired..talked so much haha..from 3 non stop till 10..LOOK SAM! ur worries nv surfaced ok =PpP
so how..black or brown????????????????
Thursday, February 22, 2007
pretty! but the camera doesn't do it justice haha..n the light reflecting off it is distracting..but I like! thanks dear..but I'm not going to stop wearing my dog chain -_-" as u all call it ok..SO EVIL LEI u ppl..bully me!
spent a lazy afternoon with WJ again >.<
tsk tsk..the NAUGHTY GIRL has gone CLUBBING or possibly since the time now is 2:25 she is STILL CLUBBING!! =PpP unlike me..fel so good man..STAY AT HOME hahaha..n chat with Sam on msn..YAY! going to see Samapi tmr..so happy! the bugger hasn't seen anyone's face since Monday in her own words..becos she is LAZY! whee..shall get my bikini n my skirt tmr..whoohoo..happy!
HEE..I'm very happy today..WHEE-U-WEET! XD
[edited]
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: dowan talk to u la
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: HAHA
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: skali tmr runout of things to say
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: omg
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: wad nonsense
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: HAHAHA
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: rly waddd
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: we where got run out of things to say -_-
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: u mad ar
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: we've been talking for 3 years
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: LOL
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: n now u worry
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: must have back-up mah
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: hahaha!
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: a bit too soon ar
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: -_-
samapi: april! [Letters from Iwo Jima] says: bugger fel
`____<3 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] feL *.:: xoxoxo``xoxo] //````` Are you tinking wad I'm tinking B1? AMNIT AIRHEAD YO says: wakaka
HAHAHAHA..!
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
XD
my bf's back! I'm reaaaaaaaaally happy! whee! cheered my mood up immensely
here's wad I've been up to today!
wahhhhhhh so happy to see them ok..haven't met them for a record number of days..so sad Sam couldn't make it..she was sick..infected with the lazy bug =PpP stupid Wanjune put tat Chinese word on top of my head..DAMMIT!
n they insist tat I look like a..a..ok nvm shan't say in tis picture..BASKET! humph..I have unglam pics of u both ok..dun make me blackmail u! XD
methinks Wanjune needs a new scanner =D
towning was FUNNNNNNN..Soup Spoon was delicious! went shopping after tat..I tink we behaved like some hooligans let loose..after so many days of sheer boredom..bought prettilicious stuff! whahaha..so happy..WHEE..got a necklace..some clips..hp accessories..tops..was so tempted to buy shoes but I didn't la @@ cannot spend all at one go..I've still got things which I NEED to buy!
went Crystal Jade for dinner..becos Emo was vegetarian! wah we hunted around for vegetarian food ok! finally..........WJ n I ate -_- prawn dumpling noodle..omg haha..wah..when I was asking her wad it was..her reply was total ownage ok..
WJ: "Jiao Zi is dumpling..Wanton is Yun Tun"
sheer brilliance ok..direct translation lol..as if I couldn't read tat off the menu itself -_- haha..thanks WJ tat helped alot in explaining wad's wad..
n at the mrt station..
WJ: "I enjoy going out n making out..........."
HAHAHAHA..!
she wanted to say MAKE UP but yea slip of the tongue la hur XD
I attribute tat to her inner fantasies la =PpP no wonder she made such a slip up..HEH HEH HEH
Wed: slack with WJ at her place Thurs: slack with them again in town Fri: sentosa Sat: godknowswad Sun: ktv
WHOO!
Monday, February 19, 2007
10:59 p.m
I dun tink I question very much. but suddenly I just see stuff which makes me feel............... uncomfortable.....strange..........it's just can't be described.....tis stupid feeling which makes me feel like shit.
paranoid or wad I dunno la hur. but wadever ppl expect from me I expect the same from them as well. if you want me to do it. you do it to. want me to behave in a certain manner? SAME GOES.
FULL MEASURE. nothing less.
I'm cranky n highly pmsy. must be all the things which I'm not saying which is piling up from everywhere. n all the crappy days which I have been having.
HELP ME SOMEONE. my meter for information is currently at FULL. don't. tell. me. any. more. than. what. I. need. to. know. I get affected. really affected.
dear all. please don't meet me in the next 24 hours. I'm not myself.
10 a.m.
just had a shouting match with my parents. I feel so exhausted now. cried until my eyes look like they belong to goldfish.
my parents are fucked up. I didn't want to go out becos I'm not feeling well. I told them my skin hurts like crap n I barely slept last night becos it was really painful. it really felt like it was on fire la.
their response?
mom: come on la. yesterday nv hear u say pain. today suddenly lidat. I dun care. Wake up NOW n go out. WHERE? SHOW ME. WHERE WHERE?
dad: serves u right.
.....................wtf? I was in pain n tat's wad they said. I got really upset n started screaming abt how biased they were becos the moment my bro says he's unwell they insist he see a doctor.
mom: next time u need anything dun ask me. dun ask me for money.
dad: u're have been nothing but trouble since u were a kid. ur bro is so much better.
ok fine so I'm nothing but a waste of money n resources to both of them.
I'm not ok. really not ok. dun comfort me by saying tat they actually care for me becos I know they really DON'T. maybe if I died they will share a tear or two. like the death of a hamster or smth. but YA. I mean nothing to them at all.
they are forever complaining about me. I wanted to pack my bags n just leave just now. but. GO WHERE? gramps isn't in Singapore. n it's CNY. I can't appear at my frens house looking all glum.
I told my dad tat I HATE HIM. fucked up bastard.
year end last year when I fainted at tampines mrt. my mom was at home watching tv. when I called n told her.
mom: serves u right.
........................................she didn't even come n pick me up. didn't ask how I was.
dad: I'm outside la. too far away.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. in the end a fren had to come n pick me up n bring me to the doctor.
WTF. I FAINTED. even STRANGERS rushed to help me. but not my own freaking parents. I wonder if I'm really their kid. I never felt more hurt in my entire life.
n today they only shut their mouths abt how I'm a piece of worthless nothing when my brother started screaming at them n told them to shut the fuck up. n how biased they are becos they make a BIG DEAL when he just lets out a tiny cough but do nothing when I'm really damn ill.
FUCKTARDS.
so now I'm at home with my bro becos he refused to go out with those 2 assholes.
thank god for small miracles.
I hate cny. is it going to be over soon? I hate my parents. I am going to leave them in drains in their old age.
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1:04 a.m.
Fri: did my uni application! but I haven't made payment..I keep forgetting..doggone! for NUS I applied Arts & Social Sciences n Business Administration..same as Samapi! n for NTU..psychology..communication studies n sociology! yea..my life really depends on it..NUS..ACCEPT ME PLS!
here's both of us being completely retarded at CPF building while waiting for my mom..tis very happening person went to club tat night ok! =PpP not like me so good..stay at home HEHE..XD
Sat: -_-" I played dotA for 15 hours..stopping just to bathe n eat..reunion dinner with my grandpa..gramps left for Adelaide..man she really knows how to wander..bf left for Thailand I tink.. =( tsk tsk..I miss him lots! "4 days of wilderness" he calls it..hahaha..anyway dotA craze is back for me! so fun..I played until...........5 am..with Wanjune n her fren..Aloysius..
1st day of CNY: bad start ok..heard n saw some stuff which I dun really wanna know..luckily it's so passe..nobody bothers anyway so wadever..n den..quarrelled with some........be-yotch online..cos apparently some ppl do not believe in having any manners..made so many snide remarks until I just couldn't control myself....zzzzz..Zen n WJ agreed with me as well so the bugger had no choice but to shutup..YAY..
but today is kinda a bad day for me..I just hate CNY! I dun like visiting my relatives..
1. my dad was being a bitch. tis morning he started complaining about how I asked him to fetch me to the mrt station to meet WJ. "waste my time la..half an hour..next time dun ask me to fetch u"..HELLO..today is SUNDAY..why are u complaining abt smth tat happened on FRIDAY???? n I only asked him to fetch me to TAMPINES MRT STATION..which is like.......a 5 min drive..n only becos my card had NO MONEY..wth? he doesn't complain abt fetching my bro n even OFFERS to drive him around at 5 am in the morning..effing hell..biased also dunnit to be so obvious right?
2. went to my 4th aunt's place at Clementi. as u all prolly know..I'm not a great fan of her..yea so I was in a cranky mood..it was terrible ok..fucking relatives kept making comments abt my appearances..WAD I LOOK LIKE A MONKEY? FUCK YOU LA. n each n everyone of them had comments like..WHY WOULD ANYONE IN THEIR RIGHT MINDS HAVE PINK HAIR? obviously they've nv heard of freedom of choice. zzzzzzzz. I almost exploded ok. n wad. YOU ARE NOT YOUNG ANYMORE. WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO EMPLOY YOU?
FUCKKKKKKKKK OFF already! I really can't believe I'm related to such people -_-". n it's not tat I can't take jokes..but even jokes have limits..n those remarks didn't sound remotely funny at all to me.
3. they took my HANDPHONE n started BROWSING THRU my stuff EVEN THOUGH I WAS PROTESTING N THEY KEPT PUTTING IT SOMEWHERE OUT OF MY REACH.
omg how annoying can they get? I SAID NO. did I have to repeat it in different languages????? n they kept stretching their hands out n asking me for my phone. WTF IS WRONG WITH U PPL?????? n made fucked up comments abt my frens..my bf..until I started fuming. den they started apologising n POKING ME when my face spelt LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DUN NEED UR FUCKSHIT COMMENTS WHEN I DUN TINK UR LIFE IS BETTER THAN MINE IN ANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MANNER. IF U'RE TAT FANTASTIC. U WOULD BE MARRIED BY NOW. HELLOOOOO. U'RE THE ONE WHO IS MATHER-FUCKING THIRTY YEARS OLD. NOT ME. still dare to tell me I'm not young anymore. EFF YOU REALLY.
4. comments on my clothes. at least I dun dress like I just stepped out of the pages of an early history book. n even if u dress like shit I'm too polite to comment on how atrocious ur clothes look. I just close my eyes n give a pained look. ASSHOLES.
5. one of my cousins..........is too close for comfort -_-" I dunno but I just feel uncomfortable..he just sits too near n I tink he is looking at me inappropriately.........ZZZZZZZZZZ..n he kept...........ruffling my hair wtf n touching my shoulders..URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..I DUN LIKE! maybe he's just affectionate..maybe I'm too paranoid..BUT I DUN LIKE! so I just hid upstairs to avoid talking
6. just becos I studied mass comm doesn't mean I'm a technician in anyway -_-" so there's simply no point asking me how ur HDTV works becos I DUN KNOW. n it's alright to ask. but it is NOT ALRIGHT to tell me how I'm not learning anything in school becos I have no idea how to transfer pictures into ur damned tv
7. den they went over to my house. n started touching my stuff. my result slips. n saying how my grades deprove which each semester. honestly. there's such a word called TACTFULNESS. ok so I'm no rocket scientist. my grades are average. but so wad? does it make me any less human?
Bottomline: I hate my relatives. there's no way I'm going visiting again next year. they are a pain in the rear end.
Happy CNY to my frens n their families anyway. Mine always sucks real bad I can't wait for these few days to be over. Tuesday tuesday..meeting Emo n WJ n my bf is coming back. Sam can't make it =( I miss u ppl so much it's like having a constant stomachache..THANK GOODNESS I HAVE SMTH TO LOOK FORWARD TO.
Nightmare. Maybe I can feign sickness tmr.
Sian.
here's me today..look like monkey meh? really so ugly ar?
basket.
Friday, February 16, 2007
I wanted to blog tis last night..but obviously I was incoherent due to sheer fatigue..but now..
YAYNESS! we are done with masina! I tink I'm gonna pass.. =D I happily junked my notes after tat into the nearest bin..n oh..I hate the stupid dustbins with the legs sticking out! though I've seen them so many times I got a scare today AGAIN..dohhhh..went to collect group project for masina after tat..it's a B la..WOOT..thought we were gonna fail..^5 k Amruta..except for the 2 jokers who I dun tink even deserve to pass at all -_-" basket haha..n then we went to pay library fines..actually not me ok..I'm a good citizen HEE..$30 worth of fines ok..wad are u ppl doing!!!!
went to town after tat with the usuals la..FINALLY SAW LEE LING! so happy la but I didn't show it..haha cos I would have given her a huge smack on the back if I did..BLOSSOMZ again..serious WEAK SPOT lei..but I controlled myself! cos I dowan to live on fresh air n water for the next week..tsk..Hong Kong Cafe was GOOD la..all the food so nice..but I still haven't tried the french toast n bo luo bao lei @@..went to meet the bf after tat to play dotA aha..sorry la Samapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii >.<
ok I shall blog about poly now..
it seemed like yesterday when I first entered poly la..n now..it's over..wahhhh..I didn't tink tis day would come so soon....I'm so not prepared! poly life is seriously AWESOME..actually I tink it was the best time of my life..I mean seeing my frens everyday is just so..uplifting..I dunno if u all felt tat way but to me..if felt more like family than anything else..n not seeing them for a day just makes me feel..weird =X honestly..I found the best bunch of frens in NP..I dun remember sharing so much of myself with other frens b4..thru the good n bad times..tears n joy n everything..really integral part of my life..
n here are the ppl tat I really need to thank
Samantha: goodness me..though ppl might tink we are different..we actually share so much in common!!! we have like same likes n dislikes..u know..the SPEECHCOMM thing..LOCVID shizz..haha..I really wouldn't have made it through the 3 years without u..I'm really thanking my lucky stars tat I said tat sentence to u during orientation..I would have missed out a lot if I didn't! thanks for ur help with all my work..I must say I really miss sitting at east coast mac with u doing projects lei..NOSTALGIA! I shall drag u there to sit with me soon..after all it's near ur house! =D n u're always there for me whenever I have problems..n yea I know I have many..haha..n I always feel so much better after talking to u..thanks for ur friendship n ur unbending faith in me though I was stupid several times n didn't listen to u.. >.< thanks for being u!!!!! (: omgomg lovelove..n yes we barely argued haha..deli potato ar remember..n btw Sam..pls make it a non-stick frying pan ok.. =PpP
Wanjune: wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..u're practically a sister to me lorh..I have nv spent so much time with a fren b4..sometimes I even see u for 48 hours straight..haha..like wad I said today..WANJUN U WOKE UP WITH ME BY UR SIDE..HAHAHAHA! u're a really great fren n I feel so comfortable being with u..tat's why I manage to come up with so much crap n unglam stuff..actually it goes both ways la..u also lidat..HEE..yea I knew u from year 1 too but I nv expected us to be such good frens..now I'm almost sitting at ur house everyday..even ur mom asked if we're lesbians! AIYO..n I can just be myself with u..I mean..we've seen each other during our worst times..we can talk abt anything under the sun..talk for hours without stopping..even go changing room together omg -_-" I'm glad we were thrown together in year 2 though I can't remember how it started..
Amruta: super sweet n understanding fren who is always there to lend a listening ear..especially during my emo emo times..thanks for being so patient with me..AHHHHHHH..it was great knowing u..Amruta's such a fantastic person..she will sit with me n listen to my most boring troubles n smile n try her best to help me..she's also always supportive of all of us.. =D n anyway I'm glad tat u found ur happiness n got rid of trash..same as me la hur..spring cleaning =PpP becos u really deserve it..I can't believe we did every single project tat we could do together together..haha..does my sentence make sense? I LOVE U GIRL!
Leeling: holy person! dunno how she manages to stay so cheerful until she reminds me of the msn smiley face..she's very nice to talk to..n yes her words are always worth believing although sometimes I really am stubborn..I will heed ur advice n Sam's as well in future..always trying to get me hooked on Korean dramas but too bad haha..FAIL..I dun like watching shows..Leeling is really funny..becos she is very....extremely..WOLS....she lags like hell n only laughs when the joke is over..like..5 mins ago..haha..she's going to kill me..thanks for intro-ing lingling to me Sam!
Mabel: wah tis bimbo! >.< kidding la..Mabs always makes fluffy comments which makes all of us laugh but really..tat's y we love her..but she's no airhead..her English ar..is like WOAH..half of her blog..is too cheem for me to understand..her sense of humour is really..phwoar..makes us roll with laughter..n she's a really great designer n her voice is so nice!!! deejay-ing is really in her blood..year 2 was so fun with u around! all of us were so sad tat we didn't see u much in year 3 but hey! I'm glad we still hang out together..mayyyyybel we love u!
Sarah: tis girl ought to be sainted..or at least have a halo floating around her head..she is like the epitome of PERFECTNESS! I've nv seen her do anything..tat I do -_-" ok I'm aware of how tat made me sound but how else do I describe it? I mean Sarah is always so perfect! a picture of calm..peace..n serenity..when u look at her ah..u will just feel so relaxed..her smile just makes ppl feel like a million bucks..n she's so so so so so sincere! next to her..I feel like a total sinner..eep..though we were only in the same class for year 1..but I know u're always concerned about all of us! so sweet! thanks for everything tat u did for me rahry! sending me to the doctors n everything..I STILL REMEMBER!
Lirong: FUNNY! her actions are very..worthy of emulating..u must see for urself..n she's really peace loving..I remember always telling her tat she n her bf Ernie remind me of pandas..she looks cheery all the time..she's always very patient with me despite the silly things I do..like drawing fish all over her books n insisting tat they look like her bf..even calling it an "Erniefysh" omg..how lame is tat..n I know she's always concerned abt me! haha..she gets indignant on my behalf when I get bullied..Lirong I love u! oooh..she sat on my right during orientation..I remember superrrrrrrrrrr clearly..the person on my left was..*cough cough..YAYYYYYYY happy I know u!
n there are others who have made poly life memorable as well..just tat we did not get to know one another tat well..but STILL..it's gonna be strange not seeing them..ppl like..Merlynn..Lanxi..Zixin..Yiling..Yihan..Arafat..Arman..Elizabeth..Vanessa..Guang Rong..Shazana..Nurul..Yuxin..Kee Chuan..Debbie...............................
all the best wherever u all go in life..
I will miss ALL of u..
Goodbye NP.
but yea as Sam said..tis isn't the end.. =D especially those ppl which I gave shoutouts to..u won't be spared by me so easily *grins..I'm going to drag u jokers out..
next Wed - Soup Spoon next Fri - Sentosa (looks at Sam) next Sunday HOPEFULLY (looks at Sam again) - Kbox
n Taiwan! Sam we're supposed to look for jobs together!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
wah so tired..yet I'm too lazy to crawl into bed.. >.< currently hooked on another song..I've played it on loop since 12.45
masina is driving me nuts..I can't wait for it to be over!
den it'll be another chapter of life...........oh nooooooooooooooooooooooo...........unless i fail masina..the possiblity is quite high lei actually..darn! must find job already! INTRO JOBS TO ME PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ok I'll wail about tat again tmr..
MUCH NEEDED SLEEP
off to beddie bye!
oh ya..u ppl have seen my seal soft toy right? the one tat I used to carry around everywhere..if u all happen to see one in shops outside pls BOMB MY PHONE IMMEDIATELY! EMERGENCYYYYYYYYYY!
omg incoherent entry. rambling away. TOO TIRED! gonegonegone >.<"
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
11:13 p.m.
oh I'm fine dun worry..after talking to Sam =D
it was just a post full of emotions..haha
but I'm not deleting it cos I meant it when I typed it yesterday..
but I'm over the anger la..
n I take back some of the stuff I said though..
I wouldn't wish hell on anyone (:
I'm off to study masina! late >.< omg
4:23 a.m
now I've seen everything..
most guys..tsk..TERRIBLE..
wad did u tell me just last week? WAHHHHHHHH..HAHA! I'm glad I didn't fall for ur bullshit another time..holy shit.."I want that girl back so much" LOLOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WADEVURRRRRRRR..glad tat I was so cynical n skeptical about everything..turns out..HEY I'M RIGHT!
I guess there's no such thing as being too careful..so ppl..pls open ur eyes n ur ears..becos there are BASTARDS out there who say wad they dun mean..
my god..n u were talking to her right IN FRONT OF ME -_-" I even saw it..I MUST HAVE BEEN BLIND. STUPID. RETARDED. becos I. ONLY. JUST. REALISED. IT. at THREE FREAKING A.M. I just made the connection..funny how some thinking makes u realise stuff..MY GOD. U GODDAMN LIAR. HYPOCRITE. OMG. WHY AM I SO MYOPIC. NAIVE. I SAW IT. OMG I SAW IT. N IT NEVER OCCURRED TO ME. FUCK U MAN. I TRUSTED U. I BELIEVED U. I GAVE U TOO MUCH CREDIT. FUCK U. FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK UR DAMNED PRINCIPLES WHICH U DUN EVEN ABIDE BY. FUCK ALL THAT TALK. I EVEN HAPPILY PASSED THE FREAKING THING TO YOU. I SHOULD HAVE THROW THE BLOODY THING ON THE FLOOR. SHOULD HAVE CREATED A DAMNED SCENE. SHOULD HAVE FUCKING ASKED U WAD U WERE DOING. I SHOULD NEVER HAVE ENTERTAINED U. SO MANY SHOULD HAVES.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WISH I NEVER MET U. WOULD HAVE SAVED MYSELF SO MUCH HEARTACHE. SHOULD NEVER HAVE. NEVER EVER NEVER EVER URGHHHHH..SAM U SHOULD HAVE HIT ME OVER THE HEAD WITH THE LARGEST FRYING PAN U CAN LAY UR HANDS ON@@! BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. N I EVEN THOUGHT U WERE GONNA BE MY LAST. I SHUDDER AT THE THOUGHT NOW. ZZZZZZZZZ. FUCKING HELL. SHIT U LAR. I TAKE BACK EVERYYYYYYYY SINGLE NICE THING THAT I SAID ABOUT U TO OTHERS. LIAR. WHERE THE FUCK DID U LEAVE UR CONSCIENCE. BLOODY ROT IN HELL.
YOU. OWE. ME. A. GOD. DANG. SLAP. n much more. DAMNED DOG. FUCKING LIAR LEI!
u're prolly rocking ur life right now so I guess u won't care. continue la. go ahead la. do wadever the fuck u want since u always tink u're RIGHT but anyway. I hope u know whut u're doing.
ACTIONS REALLY SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. YOU. WORDS N ACTIONS DUN MATCH. FUCK THAT.
actually it's not my problem u can go to hell for all I care..tis entry is just because....I AM PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF.
pls dun comment on my use of vulgarities. I am really TRAUMATISED by my stupidity.
SHIT MAN. my bf is right. ALTHOUGH PPL ARE LYING TO U RIGHT THRU THEIR TEETH N U OBVIOUSLY KNOW IT. SOME IDIOTS LIKE ME FORCE THEMSELVES TO BELIEVE OTHERWISE.
FUCK. SAM U WERE RIGHT. OMG U HAD THE RIGHT IDEA ALL ALONG. NO WONDER. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID ME. )#*$^)#*$)^*#$
WHY AM I SO FUCKING DUMB??????????? WHY DO PPL ALWAYS LIE TO ME?????
is it becos..I choose to believe the best in ppl? is it becos..I trust implicitly? is it becos..I'm just too naive for my own good it is easy to lie to me???????? or I just have JACKASS written on my forehead?
SO HOW? ENJOY HURTING ME? NICE NOT? FUN RIGHT?
FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGG..HELL..
please ok..to ppl reading tis..DON'T LIE TO ME. n stop treating me like a fool.
becos I get EXTREMELY HURT
n also becos u know why?
someday..someone's gonna pay u back double
ok wadever. that was the last of the last. ENLIGHTENED.
I will not believe ppl so easily anymore.
I will not listen to bullshit.
I will shut myself in a box n live in my own imaginary world.
n so if u find that I take very long to open up to ppl n I dun really express myself..now u know why..cos I've been lied to once..twice..thrice..UMPTEEN TIMES.
DAMN SICK OF IT. I AM AFRAID.
I WILL NOT TRUST. NO TRUST = NO MORE HURT. SWEET.
I should have been born without knowing how to feel.
I shall be smarter. Lesson learnt. Dun trust guys becos they will say ANYTHING just to get u. Damn.
One day I will look back at this and laugh.
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2:18 a.m.
moving on to other matters..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everyone! me love u all =D
actually..I believe tat if tat if u're nice to ur partner..everything is vday la..dun really need a day where u do special stuff..I mean..imagine if u treat ur other half like shit normally n just put in extra effort for vday..wad's the point!
=PpP bf I love u! =X I shy la!
oh exam today was groovy..I AM GOING TO PASS MEDLAW! woot..I happily threw my notes away after the paper..but MASINA..omg nightmare..how to remember all ar??
>.<>"Wi-Fi"
when pronounced the Wanjune way..becomes.."Wee-Fee"..everybody on the count of 3 now..
3..2..1..
*evil laughter
Sunday, February 11, 2007
just returned home from reunion dinner with my dad's side of the family..VEGETARIAN! which means tat our meal consisted of mostly different varieties of mushrooms.. -_- n seaweed n beancurd..n the servings were so small ok..it was like..everyone take ONE PIECE..n my relatives r so annoying..thank god CNY comes only once a year..
I feel strange..zzz..my head just feels so heavy..I feel..................like fainting..for the past few days..dunno wads wrong..
I broke TWO of my compacts today..so pissed with myself..damn butterfingers! now I gotta buy again..AIYO
n I had THREE TUBES of concealer..now I can only find ONE..they were still on my bed yesterday lei..SIGH..I must have thrown them away by mistake..TSK..I should start paying attention to my surroundings
suddenly heard stuff tat made me tink again....SIAN =(
Friday, February 09, 2007
I'm more or less finished for MedLaw =D WHOO! oh I have pics of us studying..I'll post them later..
WJ n I were looking at baby photos..haha..oh n now I have super gross nails thanks to her..she wanted to paint my nails red..EEW! NO WAY! I like black lorh..so she reluctantly painted them black for me..but she put some $%&$%&$% FLOWERS on my nails..BY ALL THAT IS HOLY! so GIRLY lorh! FEL DOESN'T LIKE! >.< PINK..PURPLE..n WHITE FLOWERS..
MARY TAN WANJUNE! Imma MURDER U!
oh the vainpot is painting her nails now..haha..pink.."QUEEN'S COLOUR" she calls it..
classic quote of the day by her..
"who called me? here comes beauty. haha!"
lololololllllllllllllllll..n yes Mary..I HAVE TO embarrass u lidat =PpP payback for the nails..nutting in da world is free ya kno'
went to school to hand in Photojourn stuff today..thanks Jenny for helping me collect my stuff! saved me a trip to parts unknown..
supposed to meet Sam in school but the joker overslept! so decided to meet at PS straight instead..but Wayne talked n talked until I was late..he ordered pizza for the class which was really nice of him..but I just rushed off..wahhhhhhh actually I realised tat he's one teacher tat I'll miss!
so Sam ended up waiting AGES for me instead..so sorry! n guess wad..Einstein forgot to bring her wallet out for the 2nd day running! haha so kuku..n her hp battery was FLAT! wonder-fool =PpP I almost couldn't find her la..cos I missed a few words in her sms..she said "EXIT E" but I missed the alphabet la..so I tot EXIT..so many exits tsk..I almost freaked out when I couldn't find her..
went to eat noodle omelette..the stupid guy tried to flirt with me ok..SO GROSS..Einstein was laughing away at me..so malu..
but we spent a lot of time together today! haven't done smth lidat in a long long while..felt good la..omg must spend more time together ok sumi-san! =D love!
on the way back home I was damn damn dizzy la..Singaporeans are so inconsiderate! I looked as if I was going to die..yet no one offered to help ok..tsk..
super annoyed with my parents when I reached home..they touched my things AGAIN..I mean I really hate it when ppl touch my stuff..I'm allergic to dust..yet my mom has tis HORRIBLE HABIT of putting my things EVERYWHERE..including dusty tables..GRRRRRR..I suspect she's trying to murder me..now my skin feels so bad..DAMN..
emo..EMO..I'm in a emo mood..dunno y also..
Thursday, February 08, 2007
You're so beautiful.
You never fail to amaze me.
I was kinda scared at the start..but oh heck I thought I'd just give it a try and before I knew it..
I was gone.
I just couldn't help falling in love with you. Really.
I've never met anyone like you before.
You make my world come alive.
I hope you'll never leave.Wednesday, February 07, 2007
THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING EARRING
it all began..when Mr Koh passed me a mysterious earring during the weekend n asked if it belonged to me..
the object in question..INSPECT IT FOR A CLOSER LOOK! if it's urs pls OWN UP!
I looked at it n said no..I mean I dun wear stuff lidat..n so I said I'd ask around..n if WJ n Emo said it didn't belong to them..HEH HEH..someone's gonna PAY FOR IT!!!! asdasdasdasd
n so I was stressing over it..
look! even the girl behind look kinda worried..HAHAHA..
deep in thought..
n of cos..I showed it to WJ..who denied tat it's hers..ORH HOR..ONE POSSIBILITY DOWN ALREADY! n she decides to play Sherlock as well..
murderous thoughts..STRESSED!
WJ stresses too as she glares at the offensive object..
finally..A BRAIN WAVE!!!! pardon the grammatical error in the pic it was photoshopped by ahem..HERS TRULY haha..
AHA! I came to the same realisation as her..WE KNOW WHO THE CULPRIT IS! lol completely retarded pic but OH WELL..NVM..
both of us met at 11+ at Tampines tis morning cos she wanted to visit Montip..didn't have wad she wanted but we both ending up spending anyway..I just bought a rubber band la!
den we went to Bugis! she wanted to go Sim Lim for her bluetooth..n on the way there we had to go past Bugis Street n as usual u know wad happened la hur..
we had to get smth similar..no idea why but it always happens tis way..n mine's always black n hers is always white..even our bags..
we couldn't do much today cos I had to go to sch!
n so I rushed down to sch..TO DO NTH BUT WARM THE SEAT ok..I sat there from 6.25 till 10..DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING..except make fun of the teacher..finally at 10 when everyone was done..I started cleaning up..cos I left the lights on last week so I kena cleanup duty =((((( damn it! n I was actually feeling quite sian..cos I tot of the longggggggg journey home..but I had a super nice surprise after class!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD my bf drove down to find me! just to pass me a hp which he got for me..wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..n he fetched me home..wahhhh..very very happy..estatic! really touched..I mean..I dun need much la..it's not the phone or anything..I was just..damn happy to see him! HAHA..I was so stunned just now I didn't know how to react..delayed reaction..I cried in the shower hahahaha..HAPPY! thank god he picked me up if not I would have reached home at 1 am..YAYNESS..I have a fantastic bf!!!
LOVE!
oh n happy 3 months lynnie! sorry but I typed my post too slowly past 6th already! =D
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I was in a bad mood today..sorry if I offended anyone....
sometimes I wonder if I really tink too much..the walk home from the train station..alone with the cool breeze really makes me crazy..I imagine all kinds of stupid things..n I get all pissed off with myself..I worry whether my frens need me..I worry tat he'll leave me..I worry tat my pets will die..I worry tat my grandma is getting old..ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..n then I get all sad n everything..OMG MAD MAD MAD..I WAS GONNA CRY CRIED ON THE TRAIN LEI..SIAO
ok I conclude I'm crazy
AHHHHHHHHHHH..
I need a mudpie..like NOW..
Monday, February 05, 2007
me: 975***36 me: whose number? WJ: wait ar I see WJ: doesn't seem familiar WJ: but like see b4 lei.. WJ: guy or girl me: I have no idea lei WJ: seen tis number b4 lei.. WJ: can't remember me: shucks me: is it Lee Ling? WJ: IT'S MABEL WJ: HAHAHA WJ: -_- WJ: I tot I saw it b4 somewhere ok WJ: how could u fel WJ: tsk tsk
haha Mabs ur mysterious number left us wondering for a while.. =PpP I lost my phone la! obviously u haven't been spending time on my blog =( SO HURT! u owe me a mudpie on Tuesday HEE or imma pull ur eyelash implants out weet!
Friday, February 02, 2007
my 2nd day without a phone =( it's super weird..I have become so uncontactable..I feel so cut off from the rest of the world! I have to call my frens from home n ask them to be SPECIFIC abt where they're meeting me..sob..so kuku ok..n I've used all my family's hps to sms already..dad..bro..grandma even darn!
was just looking at uni websites..I'm nv gonna be able to get in la..n why the courses so gross one..MATHS LEI..I can't even count to save my life..when I saw the word ADVANCED CALCULUS..I almost died..dydx all over again..VECTORS & MATRICES..omg r they KIDDING OR WHUT??????? %^&%)^&*%)^* dunno wad to apply for uni..DEAD MEAT
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today started out sucky but it got better..supposed to meet WJ in sch..but I overslept..by an hour n a half..haha..so we tot it was a better idea to meet in town instead..agreed to meet at 3.45 but she was late also =PpP cos she had to hand in smth for me so yeah WJ..u're excused tis time HEHE..
we went to NYDC for a mudpie first..COOKIE MONSTER MUDPIE! dope! =D the last time we went there they gave us the wrong one ok..so when we dug into our mudpie today..AISEHHHH..heavenly..I'm tinking abt it now la @@
den we went to Hereen! I bought a necklace..it's so pretty! looks super edible..dunno y everything I like is associated with candy..I have a super sweet tooth man..tsk..walked over to Cine after tt cos there wasn't anything much..or rather I was tahan-ing..there was tis pasar malam thing outside Cine selling the CUTEST handmade clay figurines ever..n as usual..I just couldn't keep my hands from buying stuff n yeah -_-" but it's so pretty! really..wait till I show u..n we saw nice caps! but I stopped myself >.< damn it..haha..oh n we didn't walk in Blossomz tis time round cos we knew tat it's gonna be ROUND 2 if we did la....DIE LA..tat shop is gonna be my downfall haha..
decided to go over to Far East cos Tan Wanjune wanted to look for lockets n a pair of gold shoes..in the end she fussed n fussed..also nv buy locket..we have super different tastes man..she is so super girly..while I'm.......................................................a mix in between..in other words..rojak.. -_- I got myself a charm for my bag! yay it's pretty..got one for B1 also..whaha..we ran around in Far East like small kids ok..omg I can't believe we did tat..HAHA..nvm..guess we missed out on childhood..n she got herself a pair of dunno how to describe shoes..after much deliberation..damn long winded ok she..I mean when I see smth I like..I will buy it..but she takes super super long..n 2 days later..she says she wants it..n we have to go back there again to look for it ok! SO AUNTIE..HAHA..but the shoes are nice! =D
JIYE came down to look for us..tsk tsk..SLACKER nv go school..do "project" for half an hour yea right..went to watch Adrift..I tot the show was fine albeit a lil slow moving..
I wanna watch romantic comedies! or comedy also can la..I like to laugh lei..haha
I need a mudpie..NOW..
Sumisan..sorry abt today! I was cranky..AFTER EXAMS KTV ok..I promise not to lose my voice till then =D
i miss u so much ;
i miss u so bad :.
though I just met u like.........5 hours ago?
>.<
thankyouforbeingyou
I. Love. You. =D
Thursday, February 01, 2007
went shopping with Wanjune for CNY..omg town will nv be the same again..the way we layed siege on it..everyone was staring at our parcels..I had SIX bags..n everyone in Far East recognised us..when we went to other shops they were like.."oh yeah we saw u at blah blah blah.." damn it..day of infamy..two crazy shoppers..
I swear Blossomz is on a mission to make me bankrupt..I so so so love the shop so much! I bought 3 tops yesterday from there..a tube..n 2 spags! I bought a pink one n WJ bought a yellow one..n a dress..total damage..$105.90 -_-" I couldn't squeeze into the fitting room with all my bags..the boss laughed at me ok..haha..should be thankful ok..I give him so much business..
n den we walked past Mystiz..DARN IT! both of us bought the same thing again..just in diff colours..$29.90
bought a bag becos Fila bailed out on me a while ago.$49.90 we bought the same thing YET AGAIN in diff colours! kua kua..
got myself a pair of black wedges..$15.90..all the "orh za bor's (quote mama WJ) fault"..kena influenced..
both of us ate Beard Papa! SO NICE..first time I ate it >.< oops..
wah my post is really disorganised..my thoughts are everywhere..ok nvm..I SPENT A BOMB in total..about three hundred bucks..$#%&%^*%^ luckily CNY only comes once a year..
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last night I came to the realisation tat I've cried my last tear for u..after so many months spent together u couldn't even do one small thing for me..
god..I was really stupid
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I lost my hp! I'm so upset abt it.. =((((((((((( I like my phone lei omg..somemore my phone is in such GOOD CONDITION..first time I lost my phone! oh no oh no so sad la..all my contacts..GONE..if Robin Yee asks me for my interviewees contact numbers I'm so dead la..n my doctors' contacts..SHIT LA..if my skin acts up who am I supposed to call hur..sian damn bad mood tinking abt it..curse the idiot who took my phone into a thousand small pieces ok..I mean to u it's just a phone..but to me it's much more than tat la....I'm so dead already la..n I SAVED ALL MY IMPT DATES INSIDE MY PHONE..damn it! I feel super lost without it..n my exam notes..my addresses..omg la EVERYTHING..n my pictures! $%&$%& damn bloody assholeeeee!!!!!!!! sob..n I hate the idea of ppl reading my stuff..I mean even though it's nothing but I feel tat my privacy has been invaded..sigh..somemore I'm so sentimental I nv delete my messages one lei!!!! ...............................................................frig
DAMN.
n now it's so hard n inconvenient for ppl to reach me..as if I'm some hot shot..must call so many others in order to reach me..HAIZ..
n my grandma is kinda annoyed with me she refuses to buy me a phone..which I understand la cos if I were her I'd be pissed with myself too..shit..y am I so careless??
bah. sometimes I tink I'm really really stupid n I should just disappear from tis world.
Felicia
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Felicia Tan
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24th Oct
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Ngee Ann Poly
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# Ralph Lauren's Romance
# Cushions to sleep on
# Soft toys to hug
# A puppy to love
# Accessories
# I WISH FOR ALL THE WISHES IN THE WORLD.
:D