Monday, February 19, 2007
1:04 a.m.
Fri: did my uni application! but I haven't made payment..I keep forgetting..doggone! for NUS I applied Arts & Social Sciences n Business Administration..same as Samapi! n for NTU..psychology..communication studies n sociology! yea..my life really depends on it..NUS..ACCEPT ME PLS!

here's both of us being completely retarded at CPF building while waiting for my mom..tis very happening person went to club tat night ok! =PpP not like me so good..stay at home HEHE..XD
Sat: -_-" I played dotA for 15 hours..stopping just to bathe n eat..reunion dinner with my grandpa..gramps left for Adelaide..man she really knows how to wander..bf left for Thailand I tink.. =( tsk tsk..I miss him lots! "4 days of wilderness" he calls it..hahaha..anyway dotA craze is back for me! so fun..I played until...........5 am..with Wanjune n her fren..Aloysius..
1st day of CNY: bad start ok..heard n saw some stuff which I dun really wanna know..luckily it's so passe..nobody bothers anyway so wadever..n den..quarrelled with some........be-yotch online..cos apparently some ppl do not believe in having any manners..made so many snide remarks until I just couldn't control myself....zzzzz..Zen n WJ agreed with me as well so the bugger had no choice but to shutup..YAY..
but today is kinda a bad day for me..I just hate CNY! I dun like visiting my relatives..
1. my dad was being a bitch. tis morning he started complaining about how I asked him to fetch me to the mrt station to meet WJ. "waste my time la..half an hour..next time dun ask me to fetch u"..HELLO..today is SUNDAY..why are u complaining abt smth tat happened on FRIDAY???? n I only asked him to fetch me to TAMPINES MRT STATION..which is like.......a 5 min drive..n only becos my card had NO MONEY..wth? he doesn't complain abt fetching my bro n even OFFERS to drive him around at 5 am in the morning..effing hell..biased also dunnit to be so obvious right?
2. went to my 4th aunt's place at Clementi. as u all prolly know..I'm not a great fan of her..yea so I was in a cranky mood..it was terrible ok..fucking relatives kept making comments abt my appearances..WAD I LOOK LIKE A MONKEY? FUCK YOU LA. n each n everyone of them had comments like..WHY WOULD ANYONE IN THEIR RIGHT MINDS HAVE PINK HAIR? obviously they've nv heard of freedom of choice. zzzzzzzz. I almost exploded ok. n wad. YOU ARE NOT YOUNG ANYMORE. WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO EMPLOY YOU?
FUCKKKKKKKKK OFF already! I really can't believe I'm related to such people -_-". n it's not tat I can't take jokes..but even jokes have limits..n those remarks didn't sound remotely funny at all to me.
3. they took my HANDPHONE n started BROWSING THRU my stuff EVEN THOUGH I WAS PROTESTING N THEY KEPT PUTTING IT SOMEWHERE OUT OF MY REACH.
omg how annoying can they get? I SAID NO. did I have to repeat it in different languages????? n they kept stretching their hands out n asking me for my phone. WTF IS WRONG WITH U PPL?????? n made fucked up comments abt my frens..my bf..until I started fuming. den they started apologising n POKING ME when my face spelt LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DUN NEED UR FUCKSHIT COMMENTS WHEN I DUN TINK UR LIFE IS BETTER THAN MINE IN ANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MANNER. IF U'RE TAT FANTASTIC. U WOULD BE MARRIED BY NOW. HELLOOOOO. U'RE THE ONE WHO IS MATHER-FUCKING THIRTY YEARS OLD. NOT ME. still dare to tell me I'm not young anymore. EFF YOU REALLY.
4. comments on my clothes. at least I dun dress like I just stepped out of the pages of an early history book. n even if u dress like shit I'm too polite to comment on how atrocious ur clothes look. I just close my eyes n give a pained look. ASSHOLES.
5. one of my cousins..........is too close for comfort -_-" I dunno but I just feel uncomfortable..he just sits too near n I tink he is looking at me inappropriately.........ZZZZZZZZZZ..n he kept...........ruffling my hair wtf n touching my shoulders..URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..I DUN LIKE! maybe he's just affectionate..maybe I'm too paranoid..BUT I DUN LIKE! so I just hid upstairs to avoid talking
6. just becos I studied mass comm doesn't mean I'm a technician in anyway -_-" so there's simply no point asking me how ur HDTV works becos I DUN KNOW. n it's alright to ask. but it is NOT ALRIGHT to tell me how I'm not learning anything in school becos I have no idea how to transfer pictures into ur damned tv
7. den they went over to my house. n started touching my stuff. my result slips. n saying how my grades deprove which each semester. honestly. there's such a word called TACTFULNESS. ok so I'm no rocket scientist. my grades are average. but so wad? does it make me any less human?
Bottomline: I hate my relatives. there's no way I'm going visiting again next year. they are a pain in the rear end.
Happy CNY to my frens n their families anyway. Mine always sucks real bad I can't wait for these few days to be over. Tuesday tuesday..meeting Emo n WJ n my bf is coming back. Sam can't make it =( I miss u ppl so much it's like having a constant stomachache..THANK GOODNESS I HAVE SMTH TO LOOK FORWARD TO.
Nightmare. Maybe I can feign sickness tmr.
Sian.

here's me today..look like monkey meh? really so ugly ar?
basket.